My World, My Life

Botanical Gardens

2009-09-03T16:02:00.002+08:00

We decided to bring Ayden to Botanical gardens...
Have some outdoor garden experience...
There's a concert for Christmas as usual.. our SSO Winds Symphony is performing..
picnics and balloons were seens with alot of families...mostly Caucasians..
Some played with Ayden...He seems to enjoy himself..;p

He's so chubby then...jus before i commence my work starting in January..i will missed him...

Ayden's random 15mths old pics..

2009-09-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

4 days 3 nights Virgo cruise

2008-12-11T09:35:00.025+08:00

Day 1: Singapore/Straits

Its Ayden's and my first virgin trip on a cruise. Very excited and abit "sua ku" to see the masquerades to welcome us on our way on board the huge cruise ship. Mascots picture taking and welcome from the crews from the ship. Its really different cos i guess we are the VIP guests of the ship thats why we have special treatments too. ;p

Check-in into our room. I'm surprised at how big it is cos i always hear from friends that the rooms are extremely small that its worse than your storeroom.. I faster unpacked while his mum and relatives rush us for the lunch buffet... luckily i had unpacked and hanged the clothes up else we'll be wearing creased shirts and tops for the rest of the day... lolx..

Ayden is very excited to see the balcony and ran towards it...haha..lucky got full length glass windows else i think he can' get to see the beautiful sea.. ;p

After a walk around the lobby we went back to our room to rest..Ayden's eating his favourtite maple biscuits..enjoying the noon away whil the cruise sails...

Hubby walking Ayden along the small corridor outside our room to the lift lobby...In order for us to get to our buffet venue for dinner, we had to pass this huge adult swimming and jacuzzi place... too bad for the entire trip, me and hubby didn't get to swim cos its too cold!!

we went back to our room and prepare for the night...some bo liao shots i took..

For the first night on board...all is well and Ayden adapted onboard fantastically. Lucky me...

Day 2: Penang

Welcome to Penang!
We woke up at 8am+...

On board of the transit boat to Penang.. Ayden's abit cranky during the whole ride, somehow i just calmed him down by singing "dayong sapan" (malay song).. then the worse thing happened...Rain storm once we reached the dock and cause my boi to have a slight fever later on...tsk!...when we reached upon the first shopping mall, i faster went in search for some t-shirt for Ayden...cos he vomitted in the coach on the way thus was wearing a singlet as we all tot its gonna be a hot sunny day....Along the whole thing, his mum just nag and nag... i mean god knows that its gonna rain right?, and i did brought extra clothes just that its not suitable!... and if you are also well-prepared? where is your own cap and umbrella? Kaoz....say us, how about you yourself?.. i basically just ask her back where's hers so that she can let ayden use.. Then she just kept quiet... Then reach another destination, still nag and nag.... This whole trip to Penang really sucks to core manz... my hubby also damn pissed with all her nags and nags....

Anyway went to a shopping mall, some kinda "siam square" shopping place and their famous "Lao Por" biscuit place...

Its already 6pm and all passenger have to board else they are to be left behind at Penang...
The ship moved on to the next destination: Phuket. We faster went to find the ship doctor and Diagnosed to have a slight fever: 38 degree..

Ayden's slight fever subsided after his first medication and there's no need to eat after the dose in the middle of the night... phew..

Day 3: Phuket

When we woke up, its already 7am+.. i drew the curtain and discover the beautiful view of Phuket Island right in-front of me..Ayden yelled and pointed out and Daddy crawled out of bed too to see...

Our morning breakfast, Dimsum buffet...

Some photo-taking after our breakfast and our lunch before heading out by ourselves (3 of us) over to phuket... Finally some family time alone... ;p see how Ayden enjoying running around on the deck..

We have the whole transit boat to ourselves and it was so much better than the Penang one as its filled with people and Ayden became cranky then. .. Well, Phuket has its whole beach filled with umbrellas and sun-chairs.. People are playing water sports and pleating their hairs..

My boi in action on the balcony .. thinks he loves the view and of cos the sun chair.. hehehe..

Upon reaching the singapore harbour... beautiful sunset, escort from the coast guard and the construction of the casino and resorts of sentosa in progress...

Ikea

2008-12-04T20:01:00.001+08:00

Hubby decided to bring me to Ikea after i said i wanna eat their chicken wings and of cos the famous swedish meatballs..hehe.. nice!!

Took nothing but my mischievous boy... haha... i'm too fat now to take pics of me.. *sob*

Can't wait for the 7th to come!!! Cruise!!! hehehe....

random

2008-12-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

Some outdated pics..

Pictures of ayden bathing by himself..

short post cos I'm preparing for the 4 days 3 night Virgo Cruise... Its my first and Ayden's too. hahaha.. i very mountain-tortoise i know..and i'm excited!!! hehehe...

Hubby says not bad already cos my first time i get to stay in the balcony class and big cruise ship compared to Gemini and also get to go to Penang and Phuket... so it will definately not be like those boring type...i'm lucky lor...

Hope things will be fun..

Self-feeding and new haircut

2008-11-29T18:45:00.000+08:00

Pictures update...

His new purple ball from daddy...

Bravo!! for his first try on self-feeding!!..hehehe.. at least he manage to put the spoon to his mouth..lol..

New Hair-style...

julia gabriel part 2

2008-11-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

We arrived as early as 10am in the morning... Ayden slept on his way there so that it will not be too tired for him without a nap in the morning.. All was planned nicely and accordingly.. hehe..

Welcome to Seletar animal resort for the children and toddlers..

Lil' monster scared of the "dino-looking" bird.. so he hid himself into Daddy's arms..

Some of the other animals that we saw too...

Feeding Big Bunnies!!..

Eating Arrowroot biscuit again.. *Yum Yum*..

The Goodbye from the teachers from JG...blowing bubbles, singing songs and dancing..

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Ayden surely does had lots of fun for this 1 week holiday program we had for him. At first we thought he might not get use, however, it turns out that he's very brave and play with the children without hesitation! I'm proud of him cos he's actually 1 of the fastest learners in the whole group. But but but.. extremely active!.. haha.. i had fun too with my baby. ;p

Julia gabriel

2008-11-28T00:23:00.001+08:00

WARNING: LONGGG POST AHEAD!!

I had enrolled him in the holiday program of Julia Gabriel... 24th Nov - 28th Nov....Its very
nice!!! The teachers at Evan Road are really good. Place is wonderful as it got outdoor playground(part of it sheltered) which is all Little Tikes' .. sand pits, swimming and water play equipments, well-equipped classrooms with educational toys, organic foods... environment very suitable for schooling.. and its CLEAN!

5 days yet it cost almost $300!!!!! ... lolx.. well, inclusive of a Animal farm excursion.. and its really a nice place for toddlers!!! Little Ayden enjoyed tremendously.. and the teacher even made him to be the class monitor as he's so active.. LOLX!!

Day 1 :

no pics cos forgetful Daddy and Mummy forgot about camera. Very sad cos can't take a vid clip of Ayden first touch of glue and playing in the playground...

<-- took this when we received back his art work on the 3rd day.

Day 2 :

Parachute playing... that woman is one of the teachers (3 in total)

His tea-break before sand playing..

His first time in the sand! the teacher said its processed sand that is made clean and sanitized and its sold to schools very expensively. Eh, does tat mean why the fee is so ex?? hehe..

There are vids but there's a prob with blogger! hmm...

Day 3 :

Its swimming day. ;p you can see naked babies in actions.. hehe..

Asher and Ayden in action.. here comes a third baby in action too..keke..

Puppet shows and Ayden in ball action and drifting away from lesson by playing by the window.. ;p

Where's my watermelon???

Swimming time!

After swimming .. my legs and him waiting to wear shoe , go home.. hehe..

Day 4 :

Was not able to bring Ayden there cos i got hair appointment.. yup i had rebond my hair.. now it looks more neater! ;p

Daddy brought Ayden there, and he took care of Ayden for the whole morning too.. Good work!

Standing outside the class and taking photos throu the small peep window of the door... hehe

Me with ku-ku hairstyle and ayden with organic food paint and sand.

Water Play!!

Eating time... with some Arrowroot Organic Biscuit and i found out that my boy had finally found something he likes after so many.. types of biscuit he always throw them away after 1 taste.. LOLX! but this, he LOVES them!! Look at how he enjoyed the biscuit ;p

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OK! This post is too long.. tired of dragging the pics down and its so slow cos the page is too long...

the last day which is at animal farm will be posted next.... ;p

Ayden's 15mth old

2008-11-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Finally he's 15 mth old le!

Progression:
1. Running alot in the house
2. knows how to clap when he did things right and finished his meals/milk
3. Car/flower/mama/mum-mum(food)/butterfly/cat/ball/cow/papa/areoplane/bus/motorbike/bicycle are the things he knows and will say or point them to you or even bring them to you..
4. knows how to say uh-uh when he's gonna change diaper
5. knows how to wave and give kisses
6. knows how to bai-bai(pray)
7. know how to sit / stand when you ask him to
8. hug you when you scold him
9. pout when you scold him
10. knows when is gai-gai and points to his shoe when you ask about them

hmm.. still got but can't remember.. will update when i remember hahaha...

ok picture time...

After he's bath, in his 'sexy robes'...kekeke...

He's pointing at the planes that flew past... due to low flying aircraft.. it really loud!! and i hate it... tsk! .. and he's playing in his ball house.. he practically loves the purple balls.. lolx.. you can see how specifically he chose them among so many of them...hehe..

Look at the 3rd picture.. how fast is he now?? oh ya.. he's running already... -.-"

Oh my look at his cheeky face!!Lolx!! and he's trying to climb onto my back!! Normally he will just hold my back and hide away from me and dancing at the same time when i clap my hands..

Can't wait for the next post on his 1 week holiday school program at Julia Gabriel's... hehe..

Ayden's 14th month

2008-11-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

Wah very busy with personal stuffs recently so there's no update ... all settled nicely and done..

Oh Yah, guess what?? Ayden's 15mth this month le yet he haven start a single potty raining from me!!! OH NO RIGHT?? thats why you can see ayden's in his diaper in all pics... LOLX!!! isn't it funny as i got 2 potty in the house since he's before and after 1 year old??? Haha... i'm a lazy mother... sigh...and yah....ever since i gave birth to ayden, my memory has been failing me alot.. tsk.. sometimes i'll get fustrated with myself for forgetting minor things... finding myself very old le...

i got a potty gift for his 1st birthday till now its still inside my room's toilet which i practically see it everyday... and i recently found another one which belongs to somebody yet i didn't use it too! I left it just right inside the storeroom and i think i should return it as soon as possible before somebody else start all the self-speculation again!!! YIKES!!! and of cos the bath tub which i had borrowed from that person... i got 3 bathtubs in my house... lil andrew's, another is mine and another one is that person's which is again in the storeroom for many many months...!!! oh dear dear... so many things in the storeroom (shoes and a musical player).... LOLX!!!

Realised its existence when i took out the activity station from LeapFrog for my SIL's son. Well its very interesting toy cos the baby will sit inside and 360 degree surrounded by musical toys.. very educational indeed.. i highly recommend it... =)

Must be thinking why i have those things from another yet i didn't use? Firstly, no chance to use them. Secondly, i had those from gifts or bought by hubby already. Thirdly, i accepted them as its a gesture of goodwill from another which previously i find i had to accept them out of courtesy. hubby had told me off as i brought them back and stuff the whole place with things. HAHA.. but she always gave them to me way before Ayden could even use them... except for toys.. lolx... Hubby at first thought i kiasu till he experienced it himself. Hehe.. Hard to say no to the other party as all are family and she's abit sensitive type... well now i think? i'd finally clear those stuffs... hehehe...phew...

ok off track too many things... hehehe...

will try to update accordingly cos some i can't remember liao so the pictures shall do the talking.. ;p

random

2008-11-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

life's been pretty much the same this week.. be around my lil Ayden and always staying indoor..

thinking back, how frequent i used to hang out with my gfs and nite life... till now ppl are still telling that they can't believe i have not been socializing for 2 years, meaning no stepping out of my door to party or coffee or ktv.. haha.. except with my husband for a 2 hour movie or dinner..

I have my responsibility now... life is moving up to another level.. you can see how ppl move in and out in your life... Faithful ones will stay and the rest are just a stopover..

Had been pretty sad over the past few weeks.. sometimes i tell myself to be strong and brave yet sometime in the dark when i'm tossing in bed, i just get frighten.. not sure of what exactly but i'll tend to doubt about am i doing things enough for ayden and for my family.. so many stories and tales...

My hubby practically is busy with his exams for the past few weeks.. absolutely no time for me and Ayden.. have to endure is foul temper and ridiculas tantrums.. been a quarrelsome period... but as usual things will be better after he finished his stress..

i can forgive but i can't forget all those things said to me. To me, what you said, be it out of anger or what, must be something you had thought of it before, else what give you the idea of it to start the first word of the sentences??

I feel hurt... by alot of things said and done.

I just need someone who can listen and understand me.. guess given to my current life, there's no one... but myself and this blog of mine...

Gossip girls

2008-11-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Gossip Girl

Nice... I'm watching this now and only at season 1 when its already halfway in season 2..

oh.... i wish that stupid Chuck Bass would shuddup!!

And the musics played in the show are really really nice and hip! They played the most popular music in the chart and thus blend it very nicely into the show. ;p

you know you love me

x.o.x.o , Gossip Girl

My Loot!!

2008-10-31T15:31:00.006+08:00

Presenting my loot of the week! =)

Finally my LV Speedy 35 had arrived all the way from France! Yippee!!!

After my movie on the "Butterfly Lovers"...

... i got these from the Make Up Store..

Got these to add on to my lil monster's bed collection..

Aren't they adorable?..

And a parcel was sent to me from Fr3b

Some free samples i got from Fr3b.. whats in it? Bio-essence free samples.. =)

Not too bad after i used them.. maybe buying some of it..

hehehe...

random

2008-10-31T13:12:00.008+08:00

Here's some pics of lil monster Ayden..
Pics of him playing in his 'play area' and with his daddy..
=)

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Porridge TIME!!!

Before going out to visit Relatives..

Look at how he play with Daddy!. Tats cheeky face of him.. lolx! Press button and see daddy shivers.. hehe..

He Knows how to stand and walks abit on the bed already... =)

life could be sad and fragile..

2008-10-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today, my "Bei Gong" aka Grand Uncle passed away in the afternoon 3pm++ ...

He's 84 years old this year.. he's a dark-skinned man who is partially deaf... I used to remember when i was a kid, i'm scared of him whenever i heard him come to my grandma's place... i would hide somewhere in the room at the back of everyone cos he talks like a "thunder"... Each of us have to greet him especially loud cos he's partially deaf. And he got a temper where everyone is scared of.. He's a loner who come and goes as and when he likes... even leaving Ah ma's house without saying goodbye at times... then nobody knows where he is and start guessing has he left??..hehe..

He always come looking for me and ask have i eaten while pinching my cheeks real hard. Despite his temper and 'roughness', he always bought me and my cousins sweets whenever we went to the nearby playground....But scold us real hard if we loiter too long outside, for example shouting across the blocks and said " Come back liao, so late already. Dun start moving i will beat you.." My cousins and i will then all scrambled back at once...

My mum always tell me "dun be afraid cos 'bei gong' is an old man le an is partially deaf thats why he speaks so loud and he got no children nor wife thats why he's not a gentle kind. But he still treats you all very good de right?? he bought sweets for you..."... "Cannot run away. Quick, go greet bei gong" ..

...and now the old man whom i'm scared so much of has left...

Its really sad to see him so lonely even to his last breath.. i heard my mum said that his last few days was very sad cos he lost his sight and ability to eat, and he have water retention that cause his face and legs to bloat alot.. My heart sink when i saw him...My aunts and uncle cried...

I told him my last words to him before he's been sent off by the undertaker. Hope he heard what i said to him...

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Life can be really sad and fragile... So learn to appreciate the things around you and cherish them before they fade away.. it can be gone in the next minute... Be there for those you cherish and not abandon them... Love unconditionally and not to ask for returns...Be contented and not to expect more and more...

Life can be beautiful if you allow it to happen...

Food for thought

2008-10-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

Some people just really wanna make me puke further.. Please reflect on your own attitude and character before all things. Can't stand such an "act pitiful" person. Trying to make the whole world thinks you are such a 'goody' person when in actual fact you are exactly one of those people who you critic so much on. Think on how you say others and think hard whether did you do it just recently or when to others?...

They just love to gain credits on everything they do... and thus if someone who dun ask for anything in return, they wouldn't even MENTION what they had done and talk about it! And have they ever thought about what others did for them too??? Sadly these kind of people just dunno the word appreciation. Once they see you as the pain in their arse, they wouldn't even take a look at how others did for them.

And OMG, some people thinks what they did before, others should forgive and forget and YET @ THE SAME TIME they themselves cannot forget the things they have inside their mind. Hyprocrites... *faints* PLUS Bonus thing is that they LOVE to turn things around.. Sometimes i really dunno whether to pity them or what.. why do they like to do such things???? TSK.. Irritating...

Best way is to treat they dun exist and plus cut off all relationship with such a DANGEROUS person... They make you and your close ones' life miserable.....

Some Food for thought: What comes around, goes around. ... Believe in karma? Hope u dun cos what you did and said, will be coming back to you.

recent updates

2008-10-28T10:08:00.003+08:00

Ayden is right beside me while i'm writing this post... lolx... the curious look on his face.. but i have no camera now..too bad.

some pics of the lil monster with his grand-aunt on our visiting to her company, Silver River Furnture...

I always love the way my hubby take care of Ayden. Its so heart-warming.. But my hubby can be very hao lian de.. He told me at our tea at the NUSS Guild at Suntec, with his mother, Auntie, Sister and lil Andrew, that he was praised by his aunt. She told her that she observed him during lunch til now (which is during tea time) and she find that he's really a good husband cos no men in the family would scoop rice for his wife and wait for her to come to the table to eat (normally its the other way round) and then whenever Ayden needed anything he would rush down or go and take the things.. thus also "patiently" <-- i differ this man!!! feed Ayden...

He super hao lian and brag about it during our journey home.. Buai Tahan him man.. i told him that his aunt didn't see how he make Ayden sleep else she will say differently liao.. lolx.. he woul then say i will always 'pull him' down on his credits.. lolx.. well i find that a father should do a father should do... dote on his children, teaches them and takes good care of them as well..

But nevertheless i'm still very happy to have him... =)

Gonna give ayden's morning nap.. update again..

Red Star

2008-10-21T16:49:00.009+08:00

Went to Red Star Resturant for dim sum again.. this time Ayden has been good... no more crying for carry and entertainment, while Hubby and me enjoy our little breakfast.. =)

some photo taken on the way and in the restaurant.. so cute as lil' Ayden starts his babbling baby talk... =) a vid clip..

Lastly he's cheeky yet blurry face at home... *sweet*

U had started calling "mama"... so heart-warming to me... to me that's the most beautiful words anyone had spoke to me.. nothing can replace that... i love you , my boi... *muack*

something funny..

2008-10-21T16:31:00.003+08:00

I was coaxing my son to sleep when suddenly he woke up with his milk ,half finished, in his hands and took it out... i got a shock..

the nipple was flatten and part of it was suck-in by the bottle.. i try to release the pressure by loosening the bottle and guess what... the whole nipple popped back right into the milk bottle with a POP! and i got a shock by the big sound!... My naughty boi started gaggling... LOLX!!!...

wonder whats with the bottle?? is it time to change nipple? but its brand new... tsk... lets see for the next few feed to monitor... hehehe...

lucky for me.. he went back to sleep after a short while... =) He getting better with his sleep compared to last time... ;)

hyprocrite

2008-10-21T16:28:00.003+08:00

Just can't stand people who uses other's soft side of emotion and sympathy as their way of creating their existence in the eyes of others... as a way of making up?? ...I dun think so...

What a trickery... Really wanna make me puke... can you please try something new???

decision

2008-10-21T11:17:00.004+08:00

after visiting LV online..

so many choices.. all the bags are so nice....

I wanted Chanel 2.55 but then it way too EXPENSIVE!!!.. think i will get it for myself for some motivation when i find my job... hehehe...

At first, i was thinking of Neverfull bag... but somehow i decided not to cos it got no zip , i felt so unsafe cos i was pickpocketed by some idiot before at Far East shopping centre.. ARGH... i remembered clearly it was brand new phone which was only with me for 2 days.. it a birthday gift somemore!! argh... i hope that person who stole it will just lost his/her phone for the next 10 years... what comes around goes around...

Anyway, i decided to get something simpler ... a Speedy 35... =)

Yah its common but i ind its really nice in it overall design... most of all, it got a zip!...kekeke...

i love monogram vernis but then its way too ex and also hard to maintain...wanted to go with my purse .... but after having a purse of vernis (pearl-white) somemore.. and a coin/key purse too.. its really had o maintain...

Batignolles Horizontal and Montorgueil are nice too but i'm too small-sized for them... looks big on me...sigh...and too bad Mini Lin Speedy 30 's material cannot last.. but i love their small logos.. nicer..

Well dun be too fussy right?.. got a gift ley.. what more can i ask... I'm so fortunate.. =)

Can't wait for my bag to arrive...Yippee!!!

good news

2008-10-17T08:44:00.002+08:00

In adding some happy and light thing to share despite the previous angry post ...

hubby is going to buy a branded bag for me!! Yippee!!! Its always what a girl wanted most.. a nice, medium sized branded bag. He asked me to choose what i want. Anything.. isn't that nice?? He said that he always see other people holding on to nice bag but when he look at me using a small, old and smelly bag which i had used ever since poly days, he felt very sad. So he decided to get one for me. =)

And since Mr Chye and his wifey are going to Europe for their honeymoon, we are taking this chance and their offer to buy Tax Free goods. =) Hehe.. just in time for our little spree..THANK YOU!!! ;p

Little Ayden is sick these few days, cos he's growing 3 teeths at the same time.. sigh.. poor boy got a day fever, and since monday, he's been having lots of phlegm and slight cough... He's been coughing so much after milk that he vomitted. Especially yesterday, he vomitted every milk feed, which is the morning, nap and night feed... Sigh... i see le, i'm feel so much pain inside me... my boy never vomitted so much in a day.. And when i see him sleep, he's been coughing so much that he can only sleep awhile (30mins the most) for these few days... but luckily at night he slept thru just that he will wake up cough cough and go back sleep.. Poor Boy.. :.(

Anyone knows what can help to lessen the phlegm or clear them? besides taking medicine..

Plus the cough cough had passed on to me... sigh..

outrageous person

2008-10-16T17:52:00.009+08:00

Some sad and disappointing news i heard.
Some people just LOVE to cause other family to break up. Cannot tahan this type of person.

If your life had been so bad , please dun affect others too. Causing kinship to break up. KAO!
If you didn't complain so much, why the other will call up and make a big fuss to me? Is this so-call "its his business???" <-- huh huh? when you call and complain and make a big fuss? Showing your craziness????? KAO!!!

First of all, you engross in talking your way out of your rudeness to me and my kins while i'm talking to you. Only hearing what you seems deem, Not listening to others talking. Speculating without finding the truth. What the hell?? Talking my last few words instead of my whole sentence to you and go around spreading 'news' and telling your so-call 'wei qu'... come on lar, if you can't take real advise then dun go around asking for 'fake' truths... You think you what? QUEEN????

asking inrelevence people to comment when you yourself know exactly whats going on. come on. Stop saying you dun want to'act' anymore, yet you are doing it all the time.. Think back on what you say and do. Stop complaining on the things you had chosen. Its what you chose but you complain so ridiculously. Find faults with people is what you do BEST. If you critic so much about others? Have you ever look at your true self? Ask yourself in the mirror and sit down and reflect. Scolding other people's mother and brother in front of the family member. You must be something wrong. I dun need you to tell me things between me and my mil. Anyway even after all things happen, we are still happily talking, eating together, thinkingg of going hoilday trips. Cos we have clear all our things, unlike you... If you dunno my things, then shut the ** up. Situations you dunno you dun comment so much. Anyway i had never tell you the whole thing, so you dun think you know everything!

Marriage is for life. Cooperation is needed. That makes 'FAMILY'. Being red-eyed, love to compare, 'huai hen zai xin' and revengeful is totally a no-no behaviour. You chose your own road, dun blame others but blame on yourself. Instead of comparing, you and make things out yourself lar! Complain of $$??? Go earn lar!!! Its your share too okie!! Tell your partner yourself. Its your partner already , teaching is from you not from other people's parents. You are the wife now, so you teach yourself. Dun complain people's mother never teach properly. Anyway have you ever think about yourself too in this aspect?

Different family have different culture. Not up for you to criticise and say. Can't accept? too bad. But you dun have to come telling the family how they should do things. You dun grown up in that family for goodness sake. You got no right to say. Did other people say you and your family???? huh huh?? no cos they know this Dao Li.. Nobody is perfect okie!!! Dun expect but accept what others are.

say other not forgiving and forget, how about yourself? have you heard yourself complaining abt the past?? why ppl dun want to do it for you? cos of your attitude and how you treated them last time. People already very nice by not rebarking you on the spot already yet you 'act' drama.. Causing family quarrels. Yet on the other hand , you dare to admit you are a 'family' person. Total hyprocrite to me.

People are just pissed with what you did and said. Depression? No way for what you said soooo clearly..I dun need you to tell me how your mil had lived in the past and how she will treat others with it. I dun need you to tell me that you throw her away her goodness into the dustbin and yet saying why she didn't cook it instead. You have a house, a kitchen of your own. You are a mother yourself. You didn't even go market/ cook for your family. But you EXPECT others to cook for you. Wake up from your ideas from expectations. So much more hurtful things from you... *TSK* pissed*

Well, you mess with the wrong person. ME!

I'm not those people who can be bullied me and my famiy around. Well if for those who are willingly like to be bullied, i got nothing to say cos its their choice. But i can't stand people who say their own parents, when not seeing the whole whole picture and listening properly to truths. Listen to only one-sided story. If this is the case, too bad. You are just not worthy of my help and care or even love.

Yes i say things very straight forward or crude. BUT I do think for days before i confront the person. If i say it out, it will be pure truths from my heart. Well, truths hurts. Yes. Thats the fact. Either you accept it or you can just be angry abt it. Thats my opinion. If i dare to say, i dare to face the consequences. But if people put words in my mouth, THATS IT that i'm gonna take. No face to be given.

"You are part of a family, if there's a prob 2 have to find ways to solve instead of complain so much. If you were to complain so so so much, saying how much you can't take it and complain abt $$ and things people didn't do it for you, dun you find that you are not suitable to have a baby now? If you complain so much abt your partner, why start up a family so fast with him when you say so much bad thing about him, even after the marriage is for so long???" ...

Am i doing too extreme? Well this are the truths... I guess nobody tells you this truth to you..

Why all things turn ugly? First of all, look at what you had done in the first place and cause for all these commotions. Listen what you had said to others and think about what you did. Cause so much hurt to others, and thinking things will come your way when you do the simpliest things after that, so whats there to expect? Distance away from you is the result.

I dun find me returning the baby clothes and toys back to you is a childlish thing. Why? First of all things, i dun want in the future you complain to others like how you complain to me how badly she had used of your baby things. Secondly, my baby clothes are as high as a mole hill. Too Many! No time to use yours too. Thirdly, all toys already either have or some spolit before i even use them. And i have too many!! Lastly, After all things happen , why would i even want to have any affiliation with you? Faster distance better arh! Wait you show your craziness again!

Further instructions had been send down to me, bother too much okie! This is my own problem no need for you to say so much. Woo.. Fine. I didn't want to say but in my given position, i think i should say something when someone insulted my family and me. So much more of hearing this words.. "dun know how to be a mother to teach her own son" "useless" "i do that at least not like you to do those things with your mil" ----> who is she to comment all those things?????

You Just do what you shoud do and dun try to add credits to what you did. What you other things you do, did you dare to say or admit??? Kaoz...

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Okie i had ranted it out. This is my blog and i can do whatever to it...

New TVB coming up

2008-10-15T23:36:00.004+08:00

Wow... another show from TVb coming... 80 episodes man... *glurp*

It’s going to be aired in HK for a total of 4 months!

Gosh i hope i won't get tired out.. LOLX!

Title: The Gem of Life

Cast: Lee See Kei, Bowie Lam, Moses Chan, Ada Choi, Gigi Lai, Maggie Shiu, Bosco Wong, Linda Chung, Wong He, John Chiang, Eddie Kwan…

Episodes: 80

Released: 20th October 2008 (HK)

Filming: January 2007

Producer: Chik Ki Yee

Scriptwriter:Chow Yuk Ming, Pao Wai Chueng & Leung Man Wa

Synopsis

You may wish to be a famous socialite.

You may wish to have fame and fortune.

But is that really what you will wish for at the end?

In PAK SIU-YAU (LEE SZE KEE, LOUISE)'s eyes, her three daughters are just as perfect as diamonds. She believes that the greatest blessing for a woman is to marry a wealthy man. To guarantee a better life for her daughters, she has started training the girls since they were young, hoping that they will marry into the richest families when they mature.

YAU's first daughter HONG NGA-YIN (SHIU MEI KI, MAGGIE) does not agree with her on her values. Yet when she sees that the man YIN is going out with is KO CHEUNG-SING (LAM, BOWIE), who is very well-off, she decides to let YIN go with her choice. YAU's second daughter HONG NGA-TUNG (LAI CHI, GIGI) is hopelessly romantic but does not seem to have much luck with men. To make it up to her, YAU seeks to match her up with HO CHIT-NAM (CHAN HO, MOSES), the son of Hong Kong's most powerful business tycoon HO FUNG (YUEH HUA). Being the youngest in the family, HONG NGA-SZ (CHOI SIU FUN, ADA) is well aware of YAU's concerns. Having recovered from divorce, SZ now decides to pin all her hopes on FUNG.

YAU's persistence pays off and her daughters have all found a wealthy husband. But money does not really bring them happiness and the sisters are gradually losing themselves in vanity.

Credits: Astro On Demand

Mr and Mrs Tan Ming Chye!

2008-10-12T17:32:00.004+08:00

On our way to the wedding of Mr Tan Ming Chye and Ms Leck Lay Tin...

After the solomnisation.. Presenting the bride and groom..

Before we say Goodbye to Mr and Mrs Tan..

Very Happy to see them finally step onto the next stage of Love..They had been together for so long and its really touched to hear their personal vows for each other and able to see them tie the knot of their love forever.. So happy for them!!!

some outdated pics

2008-10-12T15:08:00.006+08:00

Some outdated pics...

Ayden struggling for his 3rd hair cut.. lolX.. it needs lots of strength to hold this lil monster now..

Daddy trying to distract him with the little TV

Finally... his new hairstyle.. Reward: a balloon..
Walk about in Toys'r'us
His 'dancing' position

Before going out with Ah ma and Ah gong..

Trying on his new Puma shirt from Yi Pors

Searching for ??

Tada! Cheeky face!!

You are forever my beloved lil' monster

nephews

2008-10-10T22:50:00.004+08:00

My nephews Lu-en and Duan Qi are so cute!!! Recently saw their pictures online and mail. Hoow much little Duan qi had grown. =) Love them to bits... Eurasian children really looks very beautiful. Duan-qi is older than Ayden by only 4 mths, therefore there's so much to talk more to talk abt beside life between my sis.. It never came across my mind that the 2 sisters will be having lots of talks about parentings and children. hehehe... Sis, saw your letter...me and Ayden are fine. No worries!! okie? =) Hope we can go visit you next year! Yippee!! ;p

Some recent pictures of my adorable nephews.

Naughty Lu-en and cheeky Duan-qi... *kiss*

My sis and Lu-en

Cheeky Duan-qi

the 2 boys..

My Brother-in-law, Alexis... cycling with the 2 kids ..

Je t'aime, garçons..

Who can dance?

2008-10-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

these few days i'm busy... no time for even my TVB show man...

Did abit of spring cleaning on my wardrobe and the work station. Never know i had so much unwanted stuffs. Gosh~ Took me a 2 days in total ! So dirty also.. lol.. lucky my boi will not go near to these 2 places. Recently had been buying quite a number of things too, but they are not for me as always. Hehe...

Had been socializing with my long time never met up gang. My hubby had been extremely nice to me by sacrificing his normal 'freetime' in the night to take care of Ayden while i go "swimming".

Mahjong is e game we always play for the past 15 years. Hehe.. after so many years not playing with them, overall i still win. Small bets lar huh.. I'm not a super gambler. ;p

My long time friend, Kimberly had settled down in her lovely 'nest'. Congratulation! Hope that babies are on the way too!! Met my 'twiny' Ge Ge at the housewarming and how realised much he had 'grown' (horizontally)! kekekeke... His birthday is exactly the same as mine and guess where we know each other? At a lonely small cornered room, where its so-call technical backroom. It can only die-die squeeze people the most. Well, isn't it the 'best' place on earth to meet someone that has the exact birthday same as you???? LOLX! i called this FATE. He definately has the funny side while i have the 'cute' side. Hehe..Its really nice to see him that day. =)

Been watching my both episode 14 of "少年四大名捕" and "与敌同行" just now. Very exciting! Can't wait for tonight's episode for both. =)

A couple of nights ago, my hubby told me something before we Zzz...

he said: " If only we can go into Ayden's dreams for once, i really wonder what is he dreaming. "
Me: " Why would you want to know?"
He: " Dunno how cute will his dreams be.."
Me: " ... Would you also want to know what my dreams are?"
He *silent* ..... ZZZzzzzzzz..

His words just linger in my head. Dunno why I just find it so sweet of him to want to even know his lil son's dreams are about. I mean for a man to say these out of the sudden. He's been talking to me about bringing me to trips at the end of the year. So sweet of him. ;p Cos he knows i need some relaxation as i'm always doing some much work alone and everyday.

I'd took a video of Ayden dancing at his Gong Gong's clapping rhythm and holding on to 2 Ikea safety 'hands' for the corners of the small table. So Adorable!!!

And a few recent pics of this little monster..

The Four - 少年四大名捕

2008-10-03T12:51:00.005+08:00

少年四大名捕 The Four

This is nice gu Zhuang show. =) *sweet* cos got Ling Feng! hehe... overall the plots of the cases were quite interesting and Ling feng although is a crippled and 'heartlss', he's a highly intelligent man. Sammuel Chan acted as a swindler who has very good skill in 'qing gong'. But he's not a bad person overall so he always escaped the scene fast. His talent was discovered by the Head of the Sheriff Bureau and therefore he's recruited. Ma Kwok Ming acted a constable who had great fighting skills with a honest heart. He join the bureau willingly after a case in the 1st episode. Ron Ng acted a cold-blooded killer with good kungfu skills and he can endure the extreme pain inflicted on him! *applause* *salute to anyone who can be like him*

Cast

Raymond Lam 林峰

Ron Ng 吴卓羲

Sammul Chan 陈键锋

Kenneth Ma 马国明

Natalie Tong 唐诗咏

Kate Tsui 徐子珊

Selena Li 李诗韵

Shirley Yeung 杨思琦

Dominic Lam 林嘉华

Synopsis (Credits: TVB)

A drama adapted from the popular martial arts novel written by Wen Ruian about the four great constables, "Heartless", "Metal Hand", "Life Chaser" and "Cold Blood".

Hardhearted and smart MO CHING (Lam Raymond) became a crippled when he was young. Fortunately CHING has met CHU KOT CHING NGO (Lam Ka Wah), the Head of the Sheriff Bureau, and has learnt from him his unparalleled skills of using concealed weapons. CHU has once helped the Sung Emperor recover an invaluable piece of article that the empire has long lost. To reward CHU, the Emperor reopened the Sheriff Bureau. In addition to CHING, CHU has recruited ZEOI MING (Sammul Chan), a cunning swindler, TIT SAU (Ma Kwok Ming), an honest guy and the cold-blooded LANG HUYT (Ng Cheuk Hai, Ron), and called them The Four.

The Sheriff Bureau has cracked many difficult cases under the leadership of CHU. After having gone through thick and thin with the others, CHING has become a lot less arrogant. He has fallen in love with SONG CHI YIN (Tsui Tsz Shan, Kate), a herb doctor, but she is only using him to sow dissension amongst The Four, furthermore deepens the hatred between him and SAU. The King of Qi CHIU CHEONG (Tsang Wai Kuen) and the treacherous minister CHOI KING (Lau Kong) are plotting to revolt against the Sung Dynasty. CHU risks his life to ruin their plan but by doing this, he is also driving the bond between him and The Four to the verge of disintegration.

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Now i'm only episode 10.. wah very addictive also.. =)

Legends of the DemiGods

2008-09-28T23:43:00.008+08:00

Hmm.. i'm late in starting this series... but after watching Moonlight Resonance, it seems like there's nothing nice to watch already. Hehe...

well some info on this show..

Synopsis:

A classic fairy story infused with the latest CGI technology,It depicts a fight among human, the immortals and the evil spirits!

Influenced by her mother, who has transformed into a magic herb, a cheerful young lady GWAI CHOI-CHI (Linda Chung) has become a demigod. As a child, SHEK KAM-DONG (Benny Chan) was constantly bullied. Wong Tai Sin (literal translation: Great Immortal Wong) pitied him and he has since become a man of unusual physical strength. AN HEI (Sunny Chan) is always sleepy because of a curse that has put on his family. Once, his body has accidentally been rested upon by the God of Sword (Stephen Au) and he has become the master of swordplay since.

The three of them are good friends. They are determined to wipe out the Grand Wizard (Halina Tam). With each of them having an extraordinary power, will they be able to make it and bring peace to human?

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There's more pics i wanna share but my Lappy's gone for 'checkup'... some ass's trojan hacked into my poor natebook... SIGH!!! ITS the 2nd time i got trojan ...#$%#&^&*^%#&... i think this time is very bad...worse than the previous one cos i can't solve it... sigh~~~~~~~ gotta ask for experts' assistance... TSK~~~

Must be some bad luck passed down from another to me... SUAY! HATE IT!!!... Another bad news, and it adds up to my SUAYness...must be also that suay 'bird' who passed the bad luck to me... Just my luck.. ARGH~~~

1 lesson learnt : Never mess with the suay birds.

My G900 memory ard got prob... dunno what happen... can't accessed to my new photos during loading... cannot be found!!!..yikes i love those photos!! sob~~ *cries*

About the previous post? I DUN EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. Not worth talking abt that person. Wasting my time. ....... anyway.........

The family of 3 had recovered from the flu and cough virus!! Yippee!

irritated

2008-09-25T17:12:00.002+08:00

Some things happened recently which are really unpleasant..

Dunno why some people can just talk their way out of things...

Finding lots and lots of pasts to heart it down in their heart and then criticize and find faults in all sorts of areas they can find.

I wonder why they want to do so much comparisons and blinded their eyes from the things that they are blessed on already. They can only see bad things but good things they can see, in short. Speculating on things that aren't the case. Is it becos depression?stress? or wat? that cause their behaviour in this manner... i dunno... but i only know one thing. Everything you want, it had to be earned thru hardwork. Respect. Understanding. Empathy. Concerns. Care. Love. etc..
Its not taken for granted. Like thru relationships, people have to treat the other due to status for example. Its like asking for too much if you didn't treat the other party right then you shouldn't ask for better treatment.

to be continued...

Random pics

2008-09-16T17:27:00.003+08:00

Watching Television after prridge. Dun even want to look at me manzz.. DAO!

To Market to Market to buy a fat pig...See Naughty me tied all the things onto his little tricycle. LOLX! Dun worry Da Sao, the car is still bright and shining and working fine! =)

Playing at IMM playground with daddy..

This is a very super nice drink!! Mogo Mogo... They have nata jellies inside the drinks and the juice are really nice. Not too sweet, just nice!! =) I'd tried Strawberry and Lychee. Yumm... You all should try. Mostly i get it from 7-eleven. A very drink that quench thirst and also Teeth itch!

My pressie!

2008-09-16T16:25:00.006+08:00

So nice so nice!!!! =) *happy little girl* Cos i got my b'day present from Hubby. Well he gave 2 actually but i'm not gonna mention abt the other one.

PSP-2000 for me! Nice~ its fun too!!

ya i know i'm kinda late for it as everyone already been playing with it for like so many many many months liao. But i'm happy cos i finally got it. It really expensive man for such a small thing but the speed, sound, resolutions are really fantastic. I dunno about DS Lite but it seems to me that their games doesn't attracts me much. Talking abt PSP reminds me of the origin PS (Playstation) ... Used to play them PS and PS2.. Addictive. I usually would play FF or some other RPG games. Their animations are really beautiful! Musics too. The last game i tried playing if i'm not wrong is the Fatal Flame game. Scary i would say. Capturing spirits thru an old camera and going to the pasts and present scenes. *shivers* Anyone plays this? =) Heard that its based on a true story in Japan. Dunno its true anot. hmm.... i hope PSP also have this game. But i guess the effect wouldn't be that fantastic cos i used to play it in the dark and with home system on for its music. LOLX!!! Shiok! =)

Ever since i got Ayden, life's been so so busy till now. He's more independent le, knows walking, crawling, eating 3 meals, sleep time became routine (twice a day). Well this makes everything very easy for me compared to every 2 hourly milk and sleeps more than 3 times a day blah blah... Cooking became easier too as he knows ahow to chew food and thus drinking water too (from straw) =) Yay!! Now i got time for myself le! But all this is worthwhile.. Past 1 year i learnt alot being a mother. Its really not east as it seems. Alot of aches, pains, tears and hardships. It will takes one to learn the true meaning of being a wfie, motherhood, daugther-in-law and a daughter by going through all these personally and experiencing it yourself. Nothing you heard of through words can describe it all. It can never be described.

Well pictures to share. =) Happy Mooncake Festival! =)

No lanterns and chinese garden for Ayden cos FIL Forbids as he say too many people and its too hot and dangerous for Ayden boi. Sigh~~ But lucky not that disappointed cos in the end it rained.

(Specky me)

Mooncake Festival

2008-09-13T17:46:00.001+08:00

Went out with Cynthia .. manage to pick her up at 6pm+, then we went to Dempsy rd for dinner. However we didn't manage to find her super nice resturant cos she can't remember the exact location. In the end we went to Clark Quay. HOT POT.

Its nice! Only manage to have 1 pitiful pic with me and its taken by my G900 phone. very bad quality. Forgot my cam. sigh.. Cynthia ger, please sned to me soon ya??

Then the moment we stepped out of the restuarant, there's fireworks! and Lanterns flying up in the sky!. Wow! its beautiful! Manage to capture some of it! Thats the moment when i actually realised its Mooncake Festival! LOLX!!!

I'm lost with time le..

Well my hubby went for Ah Chye's bachelor's night celebration so i got free time for myself. Thanks to my FIL who helps me to take care of Ayden boi. =)

Some Cam-whoring in the car while waiting for Cynthia..

I looked sleepy .. Not enough sleep when you have kid/kids...

addicted

2008-09-12T23:57:00.008+08:00

Ooohh..

I'm so addicted to this TVB's "Moonlight Resonance" show!!! Almost everyday i'm infront of the com watching this addictive show. Somehow fell in love with this song : "Talk to me" (click here to download song , Pls Right Click -> Save Target As) And there's no background talking either!! All thanks to K-TVB net for the song! =) The original singer is Heather Nova but i still prefer this newer version. Maybe its because i can feel it better while watching the show and its slower.

Here's the lyrics!

Talk to me
you speak with me
don’t sink before you rise baby don’t fade away

You hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the time we had
feels like a world away

Who’s to say
we’ll be ok
we’re gonna make it through the night
don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
cause we’re the same

And I know that we’ll will never change
look I bought your favourite ice ream
I don’t want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same baby
just talk with me
cause’ I want you to stay here with me

Some Reminisces... of the love triangle

i hope Dr ling will end up with Gun Ka Zai !!! ;P

New Haircut! AH GONG!

2008-09-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

Ayden's got a new hair cut! LOLX!!.. Ah gong looking now. LOLX!

terminal 3

2008-09-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Terminal 3 had open for such a long time! Yet only now i'd went to mark my first footstep onto the beautiful and huge airport. Indeed like described, it was very nicely made. With the hotel next to it, convenience found for tourists and stop-over customers. Very good cos i remember when i was travelling, stop-over for transits in airport was TERRIBLE!! No place to rest yet had to wait hours for the next plane to land so that you can board.. GOSH~

Well alot of pictures... cam-whoring too(its been a long time since i did some camwhoring. LOLX!

Poor thing having ulcers therefore pouting while driving..

Ayden's First Walk!

2008-09-05T14:25:00.001+08:00

OMG! Ayden started WALKING today!

He actually walked form the coffee table to picked up a toy i'd recently for him. Its just a small tapping toy which we will play with it in our music class during the primary school days. Those tapper which you used it for 'rao kuo ling' (eh... some kind of chinese rhyme chatting.. LOLX! i dunno how to describe it!) Will take a pic to show someday. LOLX!

Then from that first walk, he kept walking the whole day!!! hehehehe... well i thought usually toddler will start walking and then they will hesitate somehow. BUT Ayden did not! He kept following me around the house and walking right behind me.. Giggling away too...soooo cutee! Therefore i faster do a test on him but putting him standing at the telephone table and i went away to grab my phone to video him. He's too fast man!.. by the time i started recording, he a;ready walked half across the living room! LOLX!.. But but but, he didn't fail me. He continue his little footsteps while i record him.. Wah... so excited cos i MANAGED to video him! keke..

hmm.. how to upload video arh?.. so i can show here... =)

my darling angel..

Ayden's 1st b'day!

2008-08-30T16:40:00.000+08:00

Finally the big day is over for my boi! Its been such a busy month for me. Yes, ME! I need to do all stuffs for the party. From banner, deco and gifts to preparations of neccessities. What a work?! I'd never do such things for any of my birthday or even have a hen's night for my wedding. LOLX! But i did so much for my precius boi.

I wanted him to have something to look back when he's older. That he had a party with a special cake for his 1st b'day. So i'd decided on the theme : Disney's Little Einsteins. Why? Becos he always smiles and iggles when he watches the show. Thus i find the show is very educational in terms of art, musical, geographical and logical aspects. Highly recommended by me. This show is shown in Channel 34, Playhouse disney channel.

Heard Aloha Loyang have big terrences and bunglows, therefore a great place to hold for parties and celebrations. Well, it true! Got a 2-storeys terrence facing the sea. At first its kinda eerie but then its really bright enough to smoothes your fears. Well, the 3 of us stayed overnight there. LOLX! Yes! Me, Mike and Ayden boi. Daring right? kekeke....No worries! Cos i even brought ayden's playpen there. =) Super right??? but its really a nice experience. Wanna test Ayden's adaptability to stay overnight outside. The result? He slept very well! =)

Oh back to the chalet... Huge! Spacious! Everything you need is there! Big Fridge, Ice box, cutlery, pots, washing detergents, air-cons, fans, blankets, pillows, TV, bbq pits (meaning your very own garden too) , huge Kitchen and even chairs (MANY). Nice~

I didn't take any photos of the place cos i'm too busy! Yikes! But there's videos but i'm not gonna upload it cos the size is too big as i use video recorder. Pictures are mostly on my Ayden (of cos!), friends and family. Of cos also ME! heehee...

Let the pictures start rolling! =)

Too busy to update

2008-08-28T16:22:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy...

still have alot of things to clear... no time to upload pics yet..

next up coming will be ayden's 1st b'day post...hehehe...

now i had to go clear all his pressies and clean them up slowly...tsk! so much work!..but all the pressies are really nice!.. especially my uni frens'.. "hundred achre wood aeroplane" =) NICE!

Plus, i got Ayden to go to Dr Ngiam on monday (right after his party which is on sunday) to take his last booster jab. Poor boy.. but better to get all his vaccines done on time. Dun wanna have all sorts of virus get to my boy and he dun have the antibodies to fight the viruses. When children fall sick, means alot of suffering for them and also the parents. So its really good for your children to recieve their vaccines. =)

Luckily after the jab, Ayden is alright. No fever, cold or vomitting or what so ever... hehehe... lucky lucky... =)

Will upload a video of him playing with his new toys.. very cute de!!..

Anyway i'm going to look for a job asap cos i find its time for me to earn more $$ for my boi. Not saying that we dun have enough but i wanna prepare for his education fees soon. Prepare early and there will be no stress later. =)

end this post with a pic of him. =)

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Hugging his daddy's thigh..

2008-08-22T03:38:00.000+08:00

oh ya.. so many pics not upload man!!

so scary to load them cos i will take forever!!!

yikes! but i will do my best...hehe...

2008-08-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

This show is my latest obsession on TVB drama.. Never fail to make me cry every episode. :.( The bad people in this show compared to the first series of Heart of Greed is very cunning man!!!...argh~~~... makes me wanna beat them up if i get to see them...

some intorduction on this show...

Introduction:Chung Siu Ho (Louise Lee) and her husband Kam Tai Cho (Ha Yu) have been working hard for many years to establish a famous reputation for their Moonlight Cake Shop. However, Siu Ho discovers that Tai Cho commits adultery with her best friend Yan Hung (Michelle Yim) and she breaks up with him miserably. Siu Ho brings along her children Kam Wing Ho (Raymond Lam), Kam Wing Hing (Chen Fala) and her adopted daughter Suen Ho Yuet (Tavia Yeung) to set up another cake shop for a living.

Yan Hung moves in to live with Tai Cho and she starts playing tricks in the family. She tries pleasing her mother-in-law Sheh Kwan Lai (Lee Heung Kam) in every ways while disuniting her stepson and Tai Cho. Outside the family, Yan Hung starts expanding their business rapidly and Siu Ho's younger sister Chung Siu Sa (Susanna Kwan) is displeased. Siu Sa decides to fight for the ownership of their cake shop's brand name in court with Yan Hung and their relationship with Yan Hung further deteriorates.

Apart from the cake shop business, Siu Ho also spends a lot of efforts on her children. Her oldest son Kam Wing Ka (Moses Chan) is not interested in managing the cake shop at all and he indulges himself on stock trading. He also develops an entangling relationship with his cousin Lo Ka Mei (Kate Tsui) and Suen Ho Yuet at the same time. On the other hand, Wing Ho takes up the role of a father in the family and he works hard all the time to earn a living. Wing Ho loves his childhood friend Chau (Linda Chung) whole-heartedly but Chau is in love with the doctor Ling Chi Sun (Bosco Wong).

Siu Ho works hard unconditionally to strive for the well being of her family members. Yan Hung, on the other hand, is a very mean person who values her own benefits only. Tai Cho is caught between the two women all the time and he feels helpless. One day, a disaster happens at the cake shop. Here comes a time when human nature, family bonds and love are brought to a trail.

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Starring: Louise Lee, Ha Yu, Susanna Kwan, Michelle Mai, Moses Chan, Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Linda Chung, Bosco Wong, Kate Tsui, Chris Lai, Wayne Lai, Louis Yuen, Chan Fala, Vincent Wan..Guest starring: Shirley Yeung, Jack Wu

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Doing my corss-stitch for Andrew baby (my Sil's newborn). =)

Nowadays busy with my son's first b'day celebration. hehe...came up with a theme on "little einsteins"

So tiring... got banner to do... deco to do...need to collect the party packs.. cakes to collect and blah blah blah....and i'm doing this alone...!!! my lazy hubby not helping much...argh...MEN!!!!! so lazy!!!

Anyway, ever since my SIL got a baby and my MIL went over to help her, my MIL finally realised my worth. tsk~~ very irritating to remember those times where she accuses me of this and that. Complaining. YUCKS!! pui!.. anyway she had learnt that why i do this and that last time. and why i dun let her take care of ayden Boi. First, i'm the mother and i'm around so i do my duty. Second, she dunno anything on taking care of baby and children. Thirdly, she has to work part-time.

Isn't it sucky tat ppl just dun appreciates what you do yet do alot of nonsense things??? -.-"

So tired now...

i need sleep... Ayden's gonna disturb me anytime now and i will have no time to rest. sigh~~~

i hope someone can give me a long break..

This is the new site name!

2008-08-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hi all peeps! =)

i'd finally set up a new bloggy.

But i had moved my past posts to here... hehehe..

To be reminded of the history, "history shall NOT repeat itself!" i said to myself.

Start afresh is always good nevertheless.

2008-06-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

After MIA-ing for sooo.. long, i decided to do blogging again.

Many things happened thru-out these many months.

ALot of unhappy things mainly.

sigh.. i shall start my blogging on a new one. Fresh one means everything is new and freshen up. Total pure to start with. =))

But before i move myself to the new blog , i want to rant abit here...hahaha..

She's a actress with superb skills. Troublemaker yet trying to be angel at the same time. Sometimes maybe someone should give you 2 tight slaps to wake up your evil ideas and bad wishes to others. Why got such person exist????

Tsk-tsk... its a no wonder why your partner dislike you. Its a no wonder you dun have much frens except gossipers in your life. Count yourself lucky that you have your siblings else you will be one of a hell of lonely person.

Dun think that by causing unhappiness to others will make you live longer. No cos there's this thing call retribution. In turn you will get it. Just wait. The unhappiness you had cause me, will goes back to you de..

"What comes around, goes around."

Pui! Almost feel like spitting into your face whenever you start your 'acts'. If not for someone, given my character, i sure-sure let you get it all... will tell you off till you find yourself crying... well talk abt crying... like to cry cry to gain people's sympathy. I really wonder what do you good if my r/s gets bad/sour.

Selfish and hyprocrite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

/slap /slap... *spat*

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okie done with my rantings.. =)

time to move on.... =))))).. yippee!!!

something i'd found

2007-10-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

i'd just found this on my lappy... think i wrote out to my fren but somehow its in my lappy folder...lolx..

my past complaint..

I can really really understand your feelings!..

me and my MIL too having probs...

when i'm doing confinement (which she as supose to do for me) in the end only cook for me.. i still touch water, bathe, do housework, takng care of baby 24hrs myself (without DH help)... which this i can bear cos she's ultimately not my mother... but abit unhappy inside..

another thing, she bangs alot of noises which causes my DS to wake up alot... -_-"

another thing she doesnt know how to ake care of baby!!..YET she is alays wanting to take care of DS herself.. which is a definately NO no no for me... she didnt even know how to wear pampers!!!!...omg.. feeding from bottle (as i have engorement for a few days so have to use FM) also DUNNO!!!...YET she still insisting and complaining in the house that she can help...SH*TY lor..

then one night.. supposing my DH should help me change my DS diaper after i fed him with BM... he insisted i should go sleep to get some rest since its already 4am in the morning... its raining fyi... then in the end i heard my DS scream and crying next door... i woke up find my DH beside me sleeping.. i was like shocked!!.. then the next thing is my FIL came to my door asking for diaper!!... WTF?!?!?!...wat happen cos my DS is screaming?!?!... then somemore why m FIL came to my door ley??..

i ran to the room next door...finding my DS crying deperately on the bed of my SIL and my MIL sitting beside him with nappy liner in her hands and diaper in the floor.. WITH nothing prepared to change my son's diaper... he's only 2 weeks old and half-naked...with howling wind and rain pouring outside with no windows and door closed to change him...

I super pissed...i carried my son back to my room asap.. super angry lor!!..what if my son got a cold?!?!....

worse thing.. when morning breaks, i went to the kitchen, seen my MIL dunno doing what lar, then she complain that last night my child cry so long in my room, saying we (my hubby and i ) should carry him at least..

i straight away give no face, but i said with respect and soft tone.. " no lar, mother he cry only awhile mah. not even 3 mins long. we changing diaper."

she then keep insisting he cried very long and give a very black face.

wah i see le buay tahan. i siad" you carried him to chage diaper , his cries is worse lor." she not happy liao, then say no lar...i told her that next time she wants to change right, prepare beforehand and close windows and doors at least cos raining.. then she gives alot of excuses saying she already told my FIL to go take diaper le...i tell her lor, tats too late for preparation.. you already took off diaper even with no new diaper around... wats next is later she went to tell my DH that she dun want to take care of baby anymore, ask him to take care himself… and the best thing is SHE START TO SOB IN FRONT OF MY HUBBY!!... wtf…

then my DH came telling me off lor say I say his mother..

then I explain myself yet he protected his mother lor…

the thing I angry about is he didn’t even care on the matter whether my son’s is well taken care of anot lor…ß this super pissed me off…

this is just one of it.. sigh there’s more… she damn hypocrite one.. sigh~~~~~

thinking back.. i find that how not good my MIL can take care of my child.. should i think twice again on letting her to take care????

its been a long time.

2007-10-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

very tired...till now i haven got much sleep...yet my exams are next week...

i cant put my mind at ease when i have thoughts of letting my hubby and especially the "dunno anything" MIL to take care of my child...terrible arh...alot of things..so sian.. especially today.. i finally let them take care but then it was disaster...my baby kept crying and cant sleep (which normally at 10 + am he will) .. myhubby doing his stupid stuffs again on the internet and my MIL take care of baby..

first she took him out of the room and walk around the whole living room... saying wanting to make him sleep but then keep playing with him, taking photos...stimulating him to play!!..wah how to sleep if you are the baby..you sure want to play de mah... then he kept crying.. she still carry him walk around the whole house.. then go into my room and put him down to sleep when my boy's eyes are wide open!...so stupid cos he's gurggling and making eye contact of playing yet yawning at the same time... then i say carry him and coax him to sleep... my hubby and MIL insisted they put him on bed.. sTUPI*...

then the next stupud thing she did was , she go and draw the curtains!!..WTF?..i told not to and pull open back again.. i tell her dun cos baby dun let baby sleep in the dark, let him sleep , he can sleep (all the while is like this) and also to let him know its daytime.. then i left the room with him and MIL... after 5mins, i walk back, she went to draw the curtains AGAIN!!...ARGH~~~...she delibrately or what man!... F***...

so angry... cos everytime my baby with them, he cant sleep, always cry.. then the pissed off thing is that they keep saying, " baby see you then he cry" " baby only want mummy cos got milk" <--- rubbish and ass lor.. my FIL can make him go sleep, MIl sometimes herself carry him also can sleep in the day, hubby in the night also mah... WTF...blame me for wat... damn angry... if you cant make the baby satisfied and not crying, dun push the blame to me okie.. F***... you are and mother also why cant you know how to take care of baby then?!?!?!... only know how to push the blame to people... dunno then say dunno, dun say its becos of others...

i also 1st-time mother...baby only 2mths.. i also learning about him mah!!...F***...

now my baby screaming in my background and i cant go cos they will ask me to go study...

very pissed...............................

More pics of Ayden

2007-10-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

No TIME!!

2007-10-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

No time for alot of things man..

sigh... BB have been waking up almost every hour for different matters.. so different from normal NB where they sleep and sleep soundly...

my mom said BB wants to play yet sleepy tats why...aiyoh...

then breastfeeding has been tough...one side of my breast spray out like mad whle the other normal...BB have trouble drinking from the left side cos it will spray all over his face when there's the 'let-down' after 1-2mins of sucking...por me have to lie back with him on top of me...lolx...

things between MIL and me are slightly better...but things can be sacarstic at times..."hidden' meaning...then my rs with Mike is so bland.. nothing to talk abt even if there's time we would sleep...cos no time arh to sleep... black circles around our eyes...

MIL the usual dunno dunno one...everything also dunno...stupid...

FIL worse...he dun even know whats a beansprout pillow for...only know how to carry bb to sleep...

i let them carry yet less than 15mins they will give bb back to me..saying he wants to sleep lar, drink milk lar...cannot be ley!!!...i just fed him!!...they will find sorts of ways to give baby back to me...YET!!! they still complain they idnt see bb much...WAH LAO!!... headache...

My hubby starts to find faults with my mom in front of me now..think because i complain his mum so he also complain abt my mum...HAHAH...funny man..anyway this week i had went back home for dinner le!!...went back twice..

OMG how i miss my mum's cookings...fantastic man...drools~~

My MIL always just cook soup and leave a plate of steam fish for me...thats my dinner...everyday...sigh...back to the 'everyday' food thingy where she will cook the same things over and over again....wah so scared i comment again, she'll cry lar or whatever lar...so this time round whatever things i just keep to myself...my stupid hubby will go tell her everything!!..yes everything under the sun...like no sense of thinking what to say or what not to say...nothing can be kept among ourselves..NO PRIVACY....

the HDB haven come out with new batch of new flats ley.... i'm so eager to move house man...sian to stay home and see his mum everyday...trying to be 'happy'...

BB's getting fatter...5kg now i think cos last week is already 4.58kg.. then this week he super big i can even feel and see it...lolx...his clothes can no longer fit so have to move on to new batch of clothes le...faty bumbum...

took many pics but lazy to upload and another thing no time to upload cos its super time-consuming lor... hehehe....think i have to go find someone to 'rub' my injured right wrist...cos bb getting heavy i cant carry him long...tsk-tsk...my hubby have been saying for weeks to bring me go see doc but didnt ley...

actually quite pissed...he will do things for me slowly and dragging...but when his mum ask him to do he will do immediately...shit lor...even bb's stuffs also dillydally...sighsigh ... no rest for me manz...

even cry for a few nights by myself cos i too tired le...bb cries i cry...*sob*...but now bb wakes up at night for 3/4 hours later so i have time to sleep...rather than 1/2 hours... lets pray he'll learn to sleep thru night longer fast fast...hehe...

been worried abt another thing...my supply of milk now is it enough??..cos recently i find that he can drink for 100ml bottle and then can cry for milk more frequently le...then i scared i pumped out ones no enough for him....how arh? exams coming le....30th , 2nd and 9th ... sigh...hope i can complete by next mid-year.... i've got so many plans for Ayden and me... hmm...

eh?

2007-09-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

Eh..how come my flooble comment box gone huh?!?!?!...

stupid servers..

At last..

2007-09-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally everyone... i'm back for short..

My Ayden's born on 23rd August after 7 hours of sleeping in hospital in the middle of the night... 7.30 am doc burst my water bag and the pain starts...

after 4 hours of enduring pain without epidural, i gave up.. the stupid "laughing gas" wasnt helping at all... i even cursed it!!..haha...then the stupid epidural wasnt injected properly...i had my left side pain for another 2 hours...after complaining to the staff nurse when i felt pain..stupid woman... let me pain for another 2 hours... all in all, another 4 hours i finally can push... -_-" finally fully dilated 10cm... urgh!!!!

then pushing with no feel at all, ayden's out @ 3pm+ lolx....phew..all is well..healthy and handsome little boy...hahahaha...of cos lar my son ley...

something funny, my husband was pushing with me... i also have to calm him down instead arh..whahaha...he even squeeze my thigh so hard lor..even thou i no feeling cos of epidural but i can see my thigh like blue-black...LOLX!...he even put his the other hand behind me and shake when i push lor..stupid fellow..

First week with Ayden..

terrible..terrible terrible.... i pain here and there...got engorement from both of my breast...then down there also pain arh cos i walk and sit roughly i think ... then body aching..SHITTY week...

2nd week with Ayden..

wah sleepless night continue its torture for me...my hubby really sleepyhead...can even pat the pillow instead when the baby cries in the night...dangerous arh!!..then worse thing is with the problem with MIL... super long stories man...but it terrible also...

pains are gone but nipples super tired!!...hahaha...pump pump pump..latch latch latch...baby bites!!

3rd week with Ayden

things are better...tiredness has become a routine and body ache still working its way on me...hubby better trained at night and helps alot...phew...can take some of my load off me...but i got school works arh...sigh..no time no time...

i spent my b'day at home..but its sweet to have my hubby holding the cake and blow candles with me...of cos baby around but sleeping...LOLX... finally i felt a sense of warmth after so much things happen...like going back to my own home after a huge quarrel with him and of cos the prob with MIL....

and then we had come to a conclusion of moving out once i have a job and grad next year.. finally i can have a home of my own...cos previously you guys know lar his family wanted to stay together... so i was pretty sad abt it but endure it...now cannot le... and its been said and confirm that we will have our own house .. hehehe....

can start searching for my own house le!!!!... =)

took lots of photos of ayden but only manage to upload a few only... when he's just born and a few days old...the rest too lazy and time consuming to upload...haha.. will try too... so i can let my sister see him from France..!!... right sis??..hehe...

and thanks for the Ang bao and the wonderful adorable bib!! i recieved it... MIKE says a big thank you and you are so sweet to make that for our lit one... =)

okie thats for all... will try to make up time to upload again..

My long-waited arrival~

2007-08-24T06:05:00.000+08:00

On the 23rd August 2007,

it happened @ Mt Alvernia Hospital when it took Mummy a full 15 hours before i popped out of her. Well-well, i'm still enjoying inside my beautiful home with wonderful food everyday till Mummy decided to 'show' me to her world. All because of a test she's gonna take in the week where i'm expected to be due. No choice, but Daddy brought Mummy for a nice yummy Frog porridge snack before going to the 'green cold room', so i get to eat the last yummy food before i start on milky...

Hmm.. something pricked my 'home wall' @7.30am and my 'swimming pool' is gone within the next few seconds!...Grrr... why take my swimming pool away so fast... Humpf! Dun wanna come out le!! I go sleep longer ...

Then i was awoke by someone familiar... Dr Kenneth Edward Lee!!.. the big-eyed doctor who's eyeing to take me out of Mummy so fast! Everytime visit him, he would keep telling Mummy to ake me out early!.. Dun like him!..

He came to my 'door' at 11am and tried to push open the two 'doors' .. Oei already 4cm big le what you want?.. i will go out when i want lar!.. Shoo~~.. think he made Mummy very pain afterwards cos my door was 'forced' to become bigger (6cm). Can hear Mummy screaming for some 'miracle potion' after half an hour... Oh my poor Mummy! Decided not to disturb her but then 15mins later Mummy was telling Daddy that the 'gas' is not working... her tummy still very pain... Daddy went consoled Mummy and then another half hour later, a woman came to poke Mummy's back...(11.30am)

15mins later (11.45am), Mummy was very much in pain on her left tummy...the 'miracle potion' not working!!!...Daddy faster went to the nurses and they give Mummy more 'potion'.. (12.15pm) Still, Mummy felt worse than before on her left... Daddy confronted the nurses angrily... scold them...wah so macho.. hehe...

(12.45pm) An old nurse came and adjusted the needle behind Mummy's back.. Mummy became better but she seems 'handicapped' le...

(1.30pm) Kenneth came and find Mummy again, omg push open my door again...GRRRRrr... wanted to beat him with my hands but he escaped fast...continue my sleep...Zzz..

(2.45pm) Mummy was laughing??!.. becos her legs cant move @ all... then 2 aunties came and help Mummy with her legs... Daddy was very excited and holding Mummy's right leg and pressing real hard that Mummy scold him tat her leg is gonna bruise if he continue to press so hard.. LOLX...

then Mummy pushed~~~~...

(Around 3.05pm) POP!! Out i came... Finally i get to see the naughty Doctor who wanted me take me out early from my comfy home...Grrr.. but before i could hit him again with my fists, he put me onto Mummy's lap.. Oh~~ its my first time i opened my eyes and see Mummy's beautiful face, which eyes filled with tears. Daddy was right next to her..Smiling with eyes cannot be seen!!.. opps~~...LOLX..

then the 2 aunties and Daddy brought me to a small bed and clean me up...its so cold!!...i cried so hard yet Daddy keep smiling and taking video of me!!.. grr...then they put me on a weighing machine... 2.9kg i was!!..hehe..well, Kenneth keep saying i'm very cute. Ok lar, he's forgiven!.. =)

*yawn* sleepy... i went back to sleep again after i took a picture with Mummy. But i was awoken later with pain in my butt!..something poke me... i cried.. SObSob... but a nurse came and comfort me. Nice.. i went back to my dreamland again~~..hehe...

如果你也听说

2007-08-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Dunno why but i felt so much when i listen to this song...

如果你也听说
Singer : A-Mei
Written by Jay Chou

突然发现站了好久不知道要往哪走
tu ran fa xian zhan le hao jiu bu zhi dao yao wang na zou
还不想回家的我再多人陪只会更寂寞
Hai bu xiang hui jia de wo zai duo ren pei zhi hui geng ji mo
许多话题关於我就连我也有听过
xu duo hua ti guan yu wo jiu lian wo ye you ting guo
我的快乐要被认可委屈却没有人诉说
wo de kuai yue yao bei ren ke wei qu que mei you ren su shuo
夜把心洋葱般剥落拿掉防卫剩下什麽
ye ba xin yang cong ban bo luo na diao fang wei sheng xia shi mo
为什麽脆弱时候想你更多
wei shi mo cui ruo shi hou xiang ni geng duo

如果你也听说有没有想过我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo you mei you xiang guo wo
像普通旧朋友还是你依然会心疼我
xiang pu tong jiu peng you huan shi ni yi ran hui xin teng wo
好多好多的话想对你说悬着一颗心没着落
hao duo hao duo de hua xiang dui ni shuo xuan zhao yi ke xin mei zhao luo
要怎麽附和舍不得又无可奈何
yao zen mo fu he she bu de you wu ke nai he

如果你也听说会不会相信我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo hui bu hui xiang xin wo
对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
dui liu yan hui fu he huan shi ni zhi dao wo huan shi wo
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多懂我的人就你一个
die die zhuang zhuang cai ming bai le xu duo dong wo de ren jiu ni yi ge
想到你想起我胸口依然温热
xiang dao ni xiang qi wo xiong kou yi ran wen re

许多话题关於我就连我也有听过
xu duo hua ti guan yu wo jiu lian wo ye you ting guo
我想我宁可都沉默其实反而显得做作
wo xiang wo zhu ke du chen mo qi shi fan er xian de zuo zuo
夜把心洋葱般剥落拿掉防卫剩下什麽
ye ba xin yang cong ban bo luo na diao fang wei sheng xia shi mo
为什麽脆弱时候想你更多
wei shi mo cui ruo shi hou xiang ni geng duo

如果你也听说有没有想过我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo you mei you xiang guo wo
像普通旧朋友还是你依然会心疼我
xiang pu tong jiu peng you huan shi ni yi ran hui xin teng wo
好多好多的话想对你说悬着一颗心没着落
hao duo hao duo de hua xiang dui ni shuo xuan zhao yi ke xin mei zhao luo
要怎麽附和舍不得又无可奈何
yao zen mo fu he she bu de you wu ke nai he

如果你也听说会不会相信我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo hui bu hui xiang xin wo
对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
dui liu yan hui fu he huan shi ni zhi dao wo huan shi wo
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多懂我的人就你一个
die die zhuang zhuang cai ming bai le xu duo dong wo de ren jiu ni yi ge
想到你想起我胸口依然温热
xiang dao ni xiang qi wo xiong kou yi ran wen re

如果你也听说有没有想过我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo you mei you xiang guo wo
像普通旧朋友还是你依然会心疼我
xiang pu tong jiu peng you huan shi ni yi ran hui xin teng wo
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多懂我的人就你一个
die die zhuang zhuang cai ming bai le xu duo dong wo de ren jiu ni yi ge
想到你想起我胸口依然温热
xiang dao ni xiang qi wo xiong kou yi ran wen re
如果你想起我你会想到什麽
ru guo ni xiang qi wo ni hui xiang dao shi mo

Updates..

2007-08-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

Its been some time.. i didnt update cos i LAZY!

hehe... took alot of pics lar.. but bo liao ones..haha~

okie, my Ayden will be choosing his own birthday so i wont be inducing him out..cos its scary to have your V inserted with some pills that will soften your cervix to make it open then blood comes and i had to go thru dripping...yikes...needles!..erh no thanks..

Ayden's moves alot recently...now 2.525kg...phew~ he's growing still......approximated weight lar cos its just scanning...well Doc say its okie..everythings fine and healthy..recently no more shopping for Ayden but more of staying at home...cleaning his stuffs and packing, and doing all sterlising...lol...nothing much...

wah got one night , i think its last thurs...i crave for BK chicken whopper, we went all the way there but only to find out that BK had not been selling chicken whopper for weeks cos the stock didnt came...wah so suay.. but next day he bought me to Jack's place to eat steak...

he wore his gong looking specs which is the same as mine but only mine is in black color..keke...

last week we went to visit mum after she's discharged from hospital, we went to pick Dylan boy from his swimming lesson and Rachel (da Sao)... super cute lor... he's wearing his robe with nothing inside...haha... then we went to buy some food to cook for mum... Mike was like playing with him...in his driver's seat cos the naughty boy wanted to press the horn...haha.. this lil boy nowadays kept sticking onto my hubby like glue...keke...dunno what to do with him...

Mike was super tired everytime playing with him...hahaha....but dunno how to stop the boy from sticking onto him...haha...

tried a nice and cheap ice-cream for 80cents... haha.. maybe you guys can try..

oh ya, we changed our room's curtain..finally... well it turns out to become worse...its orange for one thing, and guess what.. when morning comes.. the stupid sun came and makes the whole room so ORANGE like we are in some kind of planet...feels hot and bright....Mike's getting fustrated with it...haha...think he's gonna change it again..lol..

Finally yesterday i get to eat the "roast chicken" sandwich in school for breakfast .... i had crave from last semester till now... and finally i get to eat it!!!...hahahahahaha.....

yesterday tire arh...went to sch til 7+ like tat then go Clementi eat with my classmates for some not tasty food... tsk-tsk... then reached home so late...10pm+...lucky tat zihao company me home... haha... cos he stay nearby lar.. but i think i "bullied" him enough yesterday...keke...

today woke up super late..12pm+ then eat then slept again at 2pm...then woke up do some assignments... faster finish arh...i scare i no time o do them when ayden's out...then have to some revision later for test which is on 27th...lolx.. dunnno will i be takng the test anot cos ayden's coming out anytime...sigh...headache arh...

anyway my MIL told me that 27th is a auspicious day between 10am-2pm is a good day to give birth...wah lao...then she say ask me and Mike go pray that bb will come out that day...kao...cannot lor..and yes she knows it cannot be done cos i got test that night!!!!...how can she say like that...urgh...anyway i dun care...

recently she did pissed me off...alot of things arh...dunnno where to start to say... anyway its too much... told me bro, mum, best frens and buddies...all trying to calm me down last week...haha... very pissed ah....anyway dun want to talk abt it here... too long anyway...

ok..i better start revising...

oh ya...a pic i took in his car... our old photo when we were dating last time...hehe... still around... =)

Terrible lar!

2007-08-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

My mum got dengue fever.......hospitalised yday night.. sigh~ and i cannot go see her at all... feel abit fustrated... she's abit upset cos she cant see baby if i due anytime from now...

the night before... super upset in the middle of the night.. he smoked heavily recently... and i'm very disappointed... even thou he kept saying he would do something about it but i'd give him almost like 1 yr... baby's even coming soon and yet he's still at 5 or maybe more sometimes... his frens are OMG super smoker... yet encourgae him to smoke...not to say i push the blame to them lar but pls lor... dun jio him lar!!!.. he's gonna be a father ley... anyway heard his another fren who wife also preggy with me the same time but less a mth, manage to quit smoking!!... sigh..

i felt so useless as a wife and mother to my child for not able to persuade him to quit... why other people able to but not him...

i cried very cham in the middle of the night, smelling his stupid cigratte smell... was disappointed... very... i told him that he shall not take care of baby when i'm doing my confinement... and i'm pretty firm abt it... even thou i might be weak during that period of time but i do not wish anyone with smelly hands and breathe to touch my Ayden... this include my FIL... YES!... i will make sure of it...

i think i had do my part of not nagging and leaving this type of decision to him... he's an adult and pls be responsible for your actions... even thou my MIL always say me that i didnt tell him off to stop but i think its better for him to do it himself...i had to endure the look of angry MIL saying me like i didnt do my part as a wife to stop him everytime he went out of the house to smoke... sigh~~... tough!

ignore his calls and his offer to send me to sch yday... very angry..anyway i had made up my mind on that... no touching of baby...

today:
Just came back from Kenneth's , and he told me my baby is gaining little weight only... maybe my placenta is not doing well on its job.. but still be going to checkup at Mt A for another type of scan... he predict that i will be dueing next week!!!!...omg... jus now checked that i had start to dilate le... maybe 1 cm...eh... i scared.. no wonder i felt pain every now and then... sleeping is super tough cos i CANT sleep with the pain... sigh....

maybe he's gonna induce me if baby still not growing... or i dilate even more... he say these few days i might start to bleed... or even have the possibility of breaking water which is LABOUR time... eh... i freak out the moment he told me this.... Mike is getting cold feet too... even thou he often say he's ready but this time he admitted he is very excited!...haha... most probably baby's comng out nxt week end... !!!!! ah~~... i must jia you man...cannot breakdown or freakout last min which i normally will if i get too nervous... *tremble

Pray for me guys.... *glurp*

Gifts~

2007-08-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

Ayden got so many people dote him..keke.. Me as his mummy also feel nice and happy... i think as time goes by and nearer to his arrival, more gifts are more to come... hmmm.. got abit of prob here... SPACE... eh.. the house is big yet not much places to put his stuffs... the newly bought cupboard was fully untilised because of the boy's things...only daily stuffs ley .. i was wondering wha about the other things like TOYS!!... sigh...headache...

i packed abit of things for my hospital stay... hmm.. like the bag is still too small ley...but its the biggest Longchamp bag sold.. lolx.. he bought for me as a surprise on our bf/gf anniversary.. hehe.. i tot of using it as my baby bag too... then the Godfather, shawn was like "WHAT?..use it as baby bag like very she chi" .. but baby mah.. i need big bag ley.. somemore nice.. hehe.. see how first lar.. i got 3 bags to rotate for usage now... keke...

yesterday went lunch with my da sao and dylan boy...hehe crystal jade..timsum lar.. the naughty boy was like playing with his 'special' bowl.. cheeky face.. hehe... then very cham, my SIL cannot eat properly cos have to feed that naughty boy... so my nice hubby brought him go walk-walk after his food .. so left me and da sao chatting.. discussing abt baby, health, dylan and MIL... LOLX... MIL is always our fav topic.. keke.. anyway we chat for a short while lar...

tat naughty dylan was so sticky to my hubby... calling him "gu zhang" so sweet everytime de... cannot stand the boy...keke... he's cheeky yet lovable... came back with a car bought by Mike... lolx..

we went kiddy palace after footing the bills... my Da Sao wanted to buy some things for the baby and me... hmm.. very nice hor... bought a super cute night light cum lullaby cum picture projector to be put on the playpen, bath toy, another toy for lullaby (soft toy), the hole puncher for nipples and Dylan's new drinking cup...

we went to my place and see what else is needed for me and baby... he and Dylan playing the new car..haha... my MIL was like super host... bring a chair in for my Da sao to sit (which is super extra cos she dun need a chair in a room to sit!!) and then cut fruits lar, drinks lar... haha... but Dylan was enjoying all the chocolates given by my MIL... Dylan is naughty man.. give him chocolates but cannot carry him... *shake head*... lolx... we tried on the things we bought , especially the proector thingy... so CUTE!!... it will activate on voice or sound.. and start playing the 'movie' and Winnie the Pooh's theme song..

we were all commenting on how good life the kids have nowadays... which is true right mah.. last time i only play with barbie dolls, cooking toys and simpler toys.. where got so high tech ones... keke...

then my bro came to fetch them home.. me and mike went billard centre!!!...hehe...dun scold me arh.. anyway its alright for me cos i just sit down there and talk to his frens.. hehe.. bored? maybe abit but better to be at home... LOLX....anyway supper after that...

been eating alot man... aiyo.. then hor today woke up with heavy tummy.. very aching... then sit down til now arh... dun dare to walk...keke... doing my BB assignments.. finished my 2 parts of the question... and trying to do my intro.. but i guess Xena's really busy so she's not online.. hmm.. i very kiasu now... trying to finish all the work for my bb assignment... scared that i got no time... sigh sigh sigh... very scare ley... so many things cannot plan ahead cos i dunno when ayden's out... *shaking*...and eating a very cute cake bought by him when he goes to the laundry service.. =)

<-- yummy!!!

Cramp, tummy pain and headache..

2007-08-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today's terrible... i woke up with terrible leg cramp.. how did i got it??.. stupid lar! i got frighten by the alarm clock then my cramp activated on my right ... and what my hubby did when i yelped??...

Pressed the clock to shut up, thinking only that i cant reached the alarm clock to shut it off.. -_-"

freaking pain that i cant walk at first to limping to school to do my marketing project... shitty~
then i went for lunch at Clementi with YL and Xena the blackie.. after much protest to eat porridge with them.... lolx.. and i think i gave them some "excitement" cos i was in pain on my way to the coffee shop... especially Xena.. haha.. the pain came form the bottom of my belly and some contractions in my cervix <-- which is somewhere near V (simpler to explain lar to those who dunno)... at times i had to stop to bear the pain.. then i told blackie i really need a seat... she turned pale... lolx.. then finding seat for me.. each step was pain arh!... wah i also abit scared... but i tell myself dun panic.. if i do, they will and then everything very dramatic again... LOLX..

then i sms him for a few times.. he sleeping lor!!.. kana sai.. then finally he called back.. then then he rushed down.. during that time, i was actually gossiping with the 2 gers... heng arh he dunno wat we were toking..LOLX..

YL and Xena, rest assured he dunno whats the topic... hehe

Actually the pain was something like gastric pain but the serious type of pain lar.. but luckily i can bear cos i had freq gastric pain in the past.. thats about it for the tummy pain..

Headache find me once i was about to leave the coffee shop.. reached home become worse arh... sian.. i had to ly on bed trying to rest but no avail.. WHY??..cos its freaking hot even in aircon room... aiyo... i sleep sideway, and my face and neck contacting with the pillow will become hot and sweaty... so sian... then i ly upwards also pain in my lower back and ass... SIEOW... then i simply cant move freely from changing side to side cos of the heavy weight... i start to wonder how do those with heavy weight manage to sleep huh??????.. anyway i cant sleep til he came in and chat with me till i doze off.. wah.. so cham.. today no good day for me!!

then dinner was just soup with fried eggs... cos my MIL not cooking remember?..she work form 5pm -10pm liao... but ok lar.. i have no appetite..

*yawn* he's now at sch.. me gotta continue my BB project.. was doing halfway till the stupid spywares in my lappy activated!!... wah.. 4 trojens..

HOW arh??.. anyone can help me??.. shitty ley i need lappy to do work... then i kiasu, got 2 antivirus software now in my lappy but then like not very good ley... sigh~~~~~~~....

HELP~~~

Guan Ying Dan

2007-08-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

I'd never been into religious prayings... so i'm super blur about such stuffs like which day is which God's birthday or which day is wat occassion.. till i came into this family... very interesting for me cos i can see see and look look... well even thou my mum and dad do it but they never expect me to be around or know about such stuffs... in the past i only know i got more foods to eat after they pray in the morning or so.. when i'm back from outside, there'll be special food at home for me to eat...haha... =P

as i heard from my MIL and Hao, its Guan ying's birthday today... so after school i went to pray (bai-bai) with Hao and we went to "free" tortoise... hehehe... so cute ... he bought it in the morning with mil... took a few pics.. and a vid to record me (the pale-looking fatty) and my hubby "releasing" them... total of 9...

Hmm.. today's dinner with my FIL only... first time...fekt weird but we were trying our best to make the environment comfortable...lolx... so now my MIL has to work in the later shift.... 5-10pm.. which means no more hot food liao.. had to eat early or eat simple dishes... eh anyway her dishes are the same lar... Opps.. i shouldnt have take things for granted... okie me devil lar.. =p

hao's working til tomolo so left me and ayden le... hmm.. i hope he dun bully me tonight cos there's no one to help me... *pray* no cramps also... urgh~~... toking abt cramps.. i hate it cos i will give me pain for 2 days... sigh...

kinda excited now cos ayden's coming out anytime from now... doc predict that in he next 2 weeks i will start my dilating... means "opening up" in the birth canal... i can chose to induce , meaning give birth faster by using assistant from doc or let it be natural...

actually i have my finance test on 27th evening and my expected due date is 29th!!! omg.. so doc sugguested inducing... but i heard its more painful and its bad for me... then somemore i got my Marketing assignment due on 20th... omg... like everything gonna be shitty again for me...

Rachel!!! must jia you man... i dun wanna repeat history!!!!.. argh~~... i recieved the letter from RMIT... sian... rejection... thinking of time factor i decided just to go ahead of the re-take.. askin them to remark the paper seems so time consuming... aiyah sian lar...

life's full of ups and downs...

<-- me before i go chalet bbq with Uni frens... and i spent my mahjong winnings of $25 on the cab are itself!!.. lolx.. God ! Do i look freaking ugly! Tats fats on the face and swollen eyes and nose...URGH~~ *pui*!!

Wu Ke Qun - Chan Fei

2007-07-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

been listerning to this song... been out for sometime yet i cant get sick of this song...

but what do they mean that the last word of the chorus is link to the next first sentence? okie... i dun get it cos i see and think, i dun get a link.. -_-"

hmm, anyway enjoy~~ =)

作词：吴克群　作曲：吴克群

爱你行动不变追不上你的美
脚步再快　跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显

你说你要的世界　在很远我不了解
分手就分手别把话说得太美

我像个残废飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界结果我没了知觉就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点　原点却又像终点然后　多痛　一遍

爱你行动不变追不上你的美
脚步再快　跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显

你说你要的世界　在很远我不了解
分手就分手别把话说得太美

我像个残废飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界结果我没了知觉就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点　原点却又像终点然后　多痛　一遍

我像个残废飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界结果我没了知觉就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点　原点却又像终点然后　多痛　一遍

我像个残废　在爱里残废

Sunshine

2007-07-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

Sun's out today after so many days of rain...

doing nothing much for the past weekend.. he's not free mot\st of the time.. so i'm kinda alone for myself and frens.. well its good lar huh...rather i keep facing the same grp of people everyday...need a new "face" to appear in front of me sometimes...haha...

friday i met up with my ah ger... finally she's free after her thai and Laos trip... hmm... so nice of her to treat me godiva's chocolate... haha actually she shun bian went to Godiva to work!... mystery shopper... think the poor girl being audited is gonna fail!... sigh... me and princess tiny were like shaking heads the moment we stepped out of the shop... a SURE fail... the girl actually did not greet us and serve us properly... she simply just stand behind the sounter and using a cloth glove! to picked up the chosen chocolates... i mean lar... she should've use plastic and disposible ones mah... or maybe i should say Goldiva should instruct their employees to use disposibles mah... Kaoz... like so er xin...hmm.. maybe i preggy so i very particular lar...keke...

anyway we went to a Jap resturant... spent hours eating , laughing our hearts out and bitching... its been a long time since i met up with them... last time was when i am 4 mths preggy..hehe.. at my fav Jap restuarant .... seems that we gers really LOVE Jap foods... and we spent quite a sum on eating everytime... hehe...

overlooking the view to Sentosa and eat was a nice experience...

eh no pics ley cos we tok too much.. haha...

we were chatting while my hubby is @ St James celebrating his collegues' promotion and tiny's bf over at Rasa Sentosa having company dinner... GER"s bf????... we dunno...lolx... MIA one lar...

Saturday's boring...

Sunday, he went for his family moving activity... i went BBQ with my uni frens at night... but only for 1.5 hours i had to go home le!...cos he came withmy PIL to fetch me...sigh... anyway thats about it for my weekend...

so boring right?...tats the life of preggy woman...

Today started off nice.. woke up with Mac breakfast already ordered for me... sunny but temp ok day... so i can finallly wash my 17 nappies and 6 wash cloths for Ayden... wah finally can wash arh... i got no more time to wash le...he's coming soon.. eh... anytime?!?!... YESH...and i'm starting to freak out...and having cold feet over everything...

wonder why i can made up my mind to have a baby manz... someone so timid of blood, needles and pain... wah... my best buddy very impressed with my courage..lol...

Ayden's hiccuping almost everyday... i wonder if i drink enough water...but no ley... i drank LOTS lor...??? is it normal???.. i can feel him trying to push out from my "canal" once in a while... i read up, they say its normal cos the body is trying to adjust itself for preparation for the labour... OMG~~~~... i so scared... can imagine me standing in themiddle of the pathway not moving at all... okie if you see me doing that, means Ayden's trying to be funny... lol...

eh fish porridge today's lunch... =

*hungry* ... i put on another 1.5kg (roughly).. thats whati found out yesterday... shit.. am i too fast in gaining weight??... alamak... if too heavy and big i HAVE to do CENSEARIAN...err......*sweat*

Saw this pic... so CUTE man..

Blackie?!

2007-07-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

hahaha~~~ i'm laughing at Xena when i first spotted her in the LT today... and so does she .. lookin at my big tummy... and started to rub my tummy...keke..

she's super tan!!!... omg... just back US from some attachment job thing.. lifeguard.. she's now officially the " indian" in our group... keke.. i cant believe tat someone who goes to US and came back looking like he/she just went to some island tanning from Thailand.. LOLX.. but she told us alot of interesting stuffs about her trip... so cool... i wish i could go also ...

after the Boon Kee Chicken rice lunch, me and xena went to took bus home.. i plead her to wait for my bus before she takes hers.. lolx.. kind-hearted ger in the end took the same bus with me...174.. but she had to change bus or walk home which is around like 4/5 bus-stops away... OPPS!...guess what... she chose the 2nd option!!... then she kana barked by stray dogs which ultimately came down the slope towards her!!!!!...omg.. i was on the bus and saw it... so scary... LOLX...she quickly turn and cross the road.. i felt so bad... called her and she sounded so freaked out... but she was safe lar... i reahed home about the same time as her... phew~~... isnt she nice?!?!.. company me and willingly to walk home.. but i wanted to give her $$ to take bus home but she insisted she dun want wor... me bad anyway~~... ='(

Hmm... rohanna didnt call me today which is the deadline... but then i heard from my Dao sAo that i had a letter from school yesterday... eh, i haven been home ever since that day i had fight with mum... anyway she's been complaining to all my family members that i didnt go home... CHYE!!... she is the one who dun want me o go back de mah... KAOZ!!... well my SIL and hubby told me to give in but i super buay song!!... why must i give in everytime...then i go back she like ya-ya like that... thinking i want to say sorry to her??.. NO WAY!... kana sai... can say i very stubborn but its true mah, i didnt do anything wrong . she is the one who started and continue one okie...kana sai... *pant*pant*.... so angry... somemore just now my hubby called her saying we'll go home eat... guess what she said??... " so have rachel think it thru?" ...!!!! WTH.... so pissed...

anyway i had to go home this time to take my letter... but i'm not giving in man....if she say anything or what i sure retaliate... no matter what... my hubby scold or whoever tells me to give in i surely wont!!... HUMPF!!... (small gas ley... i dun care)....

Never hungry..

2007-07-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

Woke up late this morning.. finally a good sleep after a few days of backache torture... he woke up early to WORK!.. hmm.. ya he's coming back at 7pm later.. he's been working for whole week .. poor chap!

anyway MIL's not at home too.. my SIL also went home after sending MIL to work.. so left me and FIL... haha.. we watched TV together.. lolx.. so far i've been sitting and eating in front of the TV..haha.. some kind of 'couch potato' behaviour lar.. but i did some laundry... I'M NOT LAZY hor!!.. keke..

anyway today's lunch is slightly different from the normal Sunday lunch... its fried rice this time.. no more porridge... eh, there is lar but not for me. Its for my FIL.. LOLX... think my MIL realised that i should eat something else le instead of porridge almost everyday... but hor i ate yesterday lar.. haha~

watched " the patriot" and " the pacifier" just now... thou i watched before but still enjoyed them.. Ayden's super active ah... i see show , he kicked and kicked.. wah like amost coming out of me manz.. aiyo... then i read abit of yesterday's paper... i saw the Clementi MRT incident being reported... so its about a 70 yr old ah ma fallen onto the tracks and was killed after sent to hospital 2 hours later.. poor thing.. dunno what happen...but i was relieved that i didnt go and kapo that day... cos i might get myself looking at some bloody stuffs... OMG.. anyway i'm glad i shun away that place fast enough lar..

yesterday i had mahjong, i won $$... hehehe so happy... extra small income.. LOLX.. well its small bets but ultimately with the winnings i got is $20+.. cos he also win so i TOOK ALL WINNINGS!.. lolx.. we only play small small, 50 cents.. hehe... anyway i ate alot yesterday night.. i had duck rice, macdonald and tonic chicken soup... all in 6 hours.. haha..

recently alot of people say my tummy small... SMALL MEH?!?!?!... i dun think so ley... i still have another mth to go.. my EDD is on 29th August.. and estimated weight gain for baby now is 500 gram per week... Ayden's 2kg+ now.. that means if went accordingly to the EDD i would give birth to a almost 4kg baby!!!!!... OMG... are you people still sure i got small tummy???...ehh.......

i looked myself in the mirror one night, i found out that my 24 inches waist had now become almost 38 inches!!! i freak out almost immediately after looking at the figure... i had never imagine i will have my waist THIS BIG... boohoo~~.. i also felt my V pressurized.. abit pain cos i think my veins is being pressed by Ayden or his hands boxed at the wrong place... like "cramp" like that... eh should i describe as cramps??... i think so cos i have no menstrual cramps before.. anyway PAIN ah..

somehow i realised one thing, a pregnant woman can really bear pains... despite all the terrrible aches and pain i have, i still can endure ley.. dunno why... the normal me might already been crying or ly on bed whole day le .. but i didnt... i sill can walk... hop abit and do alot of things.. now i trully experience the endurance of a mum towards a child...

Pregnancy....its ultimately a satisfying experience.. totally different from what you can get out of career, school and $$... =)

Pls rain forever

2007-07-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was like going on a tour in the city.. haha.. went to 3 places .. after West Mall to do my specs..

went to Suntec, Plaza Sing and Orchard John Little...

Suntec - cos he wanted to find his fren in another spec shop but he changed his mind.. we shopped for an hour...

Plaza Sing to eat my Fav Fish Bee hoon... but the standard dropped!.. nevertheless still nice lar...See how he slurp the noodle at such a fast speed..haha..

Orchard John Little to look for baby's toys... but bought 2 posters on learning ABC and 123 for Ayden at the Book fair in front of the busstop on our way back to robinson carpark...

tired ah.. i hit the sack soon after i bathe.. fell asleep on the sofa..haha..

Today, the rain is simply too nice.. happened at the correct time.. when i needed it the most...NOW.. hehe.. just reached home from sch....then came home feeling hot and yucky, even thou i travelled in air-con but i still feel HOT!...urgh.. then the rain came and save me now by raining once i finished my bathe.. Thank you lord!!...

i had my class in the morning and was super duper hungry... during lecture we were shown the video of marketing strategy used by one supermart in the Western.. wah got violins players in the 2nd floor of the mart and the y play to entertain the in-store cafe customers.. hmm.. i find its abit costly lar to employ people just to entertain in a MART?!?!... anyway food must be cheap lor , how to pay those violin, viola and cello players??.. eh maybe in the West they are cheap labour??.. of cos in SG we cant be doing this ..

Anyway i was talking abt the clips is because I"M HUNGRY!!.. then they show foods... wah... *slurps*... Ayden's hiccuping all the way thru the clip, i think he's either thirsty or Hungry too...LOLX...

Went to some cafe at NP's Alummi, and the food sucks today... eh the teriyaki sauce like soya sauce... then the service also funny... they took my plates and utensils away while i'm still biting onto my watermelon...??.. how am i suppose to put my "eaten" watermelon afterwards??.. so i have no choice put it on the stupid table like so totally no manners... sigh.. i covered it with my tissue..

The 2 gers, YL and Audrey were busy touching my tummy with curiousity while i'm talking to my husband...so cute to see them... one on each of my side.. haha... then i saw two men opp. us looking .. haha.. but i dun care.. was enjoying the girls' "caress"... haha.. and i didnt tell them.. lest they pai sey..haha..

Then i saw that cute yellow car again!!!!... smaller than the boogey car lor... lolx... so cute... then i told Audrey maybe its "Bumble Bee" <--- Transformer.. LOLX...

Took an hour and fifteen mins ride home... In the MRT station @ Clementi, there's a commotion... hmm.. think some guy or people trying to do something near the track... i dun dare to go over and Kapo... dun wanna see something bad.. cos hey say pregnant woman should avoid all kinds of "catastrophe"... eh so i didnt do my usual KAPO!!!... aiya.. sian..

okie here comes my "delivered" Old Chang Kee!!!

Ever-hungry Mama Rachel

Raining Finally~~

2007-07-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

Happi happi... finally raining le..haha..

so cool and nice.. finally it rains for these 2 days... i cant really stand the heat ya.. going crazy soon if it didnt rain today...

yesterday went school and "bullied" by Calvin LEEEEE... haha...just wanna say his name here..lolx... but i misses Paul but heard from Calvin LEEEE tat he dun wish to SEE me and is feeling glad not meeting me in sch ever again!!... hmm... but i still wanna see him ley..haha.. cos he's the only guy who can i suan with laughter..keke.. fun lar.. not meaning i want to 'bully' him but "building our frenship further"~~~ WHAHA...

Was in sch pretty early yesterday... isnt it funny?.. i was the ever-famous latecomer in the lecture and among the grp..lolx.. i TRY my best to travel slowly le, despite the small jam @clementi rd but i still manage to reached school early!.. haha... then it rained.. i was feeling so warm that i didnt feel the "famous" cold lecture LT we had in SIM cold at all..

Then me, esther and Yl went Suntec and Marina Sq to visit specs shops... the last shop optical ** was the last stop we went into... wah the spec i wanted was simply too EX!!... eh some kind of famous Japanese brand.. was said by the sales person that its very popular in Korea, Japan and even America..hmm.. but the spec is super nice lar...

then yl say i look super pale... OMG.. i looked so "drained".. hmm.. actually i waned half-frame specs but seems like i'm not getting good comments.. mabe change to full-frame... luckily some of his frens works in specs shop... i can get staff price and lens is cheap...he doing one too... WE R SICK OF PLASTIC FRAMES!!.. so laer we are going west mall and suntec <-- AGAIN! (3rd time for suntec)...

after the last shop, we went to pizza... i had an appoinment @ 6pm with my gynae so i was abit blur of what am i going to do... at first i tot of going home and go with my hubby but then seems like getting late and i have to get a cab.. then i plan to take cab straight to the clinic w/o him.. but was thinking he sure angry... he called and i tell him abt plan 2.. he did sounds angry that i was dragging my time to go there... but he agreed with plan 2...

i went to get a cab and it costed me 20 bucks!!!!...omg... so shitty... then once i stepped in, the assistant was saying my name so loud that the whole clinic's patients were looking at me..haha..think because Kenneth's waiting for me inside..haha... anyway i was rushed into the room...

So cute i saw my baby's fist.. he's playing with his fingers..lolx.. then i was told i had gained much weight for the past 2 weeks.. 1.2 kg!!...eh just 2 weeks.. baby's alrdy 2 kg le!...no wonder my backache getting BAD~~~... hmm... actually we wanted to wait for Mike to come before scanning the baby but i said no cos he's only at PIE..think by the ime he reached also finished my appointment le.. which is true but he's disappointed lar.... opps.. he wanted to see baby so much...*bleh*

anyway he came picked me up and we went to eat my fav fish head assam curry..lol... nice .. take a pic next time to saw the nice fishy dish...hehe..

bought durian home ah... 4 for $10 but still taste fantastic.. but was NAGGED by my MIL again...sigh...anyway i was suppose to blog another incident of unhappiness in my blog.. but i decided not to liao... so many complaints .. dun wanna feel i'm so complaint queen when i looked back in my blog in the future..HAHAHA... but hor something got to do with the appeal letter with RMIT lar..and my MIL say me lor!!..kao.. becos of my husband lar~!!.. his temper...kana sai...

Anyway he called Rohanna just now, yesterday he scolded the Misruha and demanded Rohana today which he had o called instead. Result was: WAIT AGAIN!.. yesh... cos she said all replies were sent out but i didnt recieved! so she had to check with RMIT again and will get back to me today or tomorrow... guess if the appeal didnt go thru, we can re-appeal again like rohanna said or re-mark the paper by paying some fees lar...

Pray ah~~~~.... i rather pay some more fee than retake the whole module man... at least even i can get o clear 1 i also happy...lolx..

Ayden's super naughty now.. ROTATE and rotate till my tummy felt like washing machine...aiyo...okie... time for my fish PORRIDGE AGAIN!!.. <-- lunch... -.-"

Signnnn~~~~~~~~ (draggin myself to scoop porridge)..

Rise and Shine~

2007-07-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

Well well... who would had thought of the sleepy piggy rachel woke up at 8.30am this morning...LOLX...

the first time in the past 4 mths, i finally get a good night rest.. Baby ayden had given his mum a "treat" at last!..hehe...dreamt of nothing manz~..no more nightmares...keke...so happy... i dun have to wake up in the night feeling scared and trying hrs to get back to sleep le!..

even my MIL was shocked to see me but still have to listen to her naggings abt waking up early to do morning excercise for easy labour...ya ya.. i know its true that walking is good BUT i lazy ley!!... even when i'm not pregnant i also didnt wake up so early as today!!..haha...err.. unless i have to go work or school...no choice mah...but go with sleepy face..keke...

hmm... i wonder what should i do today...anyway i was pissed yesterday by someone...urgh...i complain to YL and Jacq..haha...poor girls...recently i complaint too much lar...but hor very angry ley...i need someone to hear me!!..hehehe... i told my husband abt it...he also agreed with me..wah pissed till i go class in the night...anyway after i vent out my anger by complaining i fel better...keke... dunno why nowadays people always find me trouble...SIGH~~

Called Rohana yesterday, I STILL HAVEN RECIEVED ANY RESPONSE LETTER like what she said to me 2 WEEKS back lor...urgh.... Mi Ke super angry that he wanted to talk to her and scold her...then i know from Javan that last time he also took a month to recieve reply from RMIT after sch commenced... ARGH~~ SIM is so unefficient!!!...kaoz...

I'm gonna call up Rohana and ask her later!.. humpf!!

Looking at the weather i think my plan for washing ayden's special nappies is not gonna happen... no sun ley...hmm.. so sian...think i watch my new HK drama later after MIL goes to work @12pm ....hehehehehehehehehehehe~~~...

today's tuesday, normally i will go home to eat dinner...but i still abit angry with my mum...cos she DIDNT CALL me mah!!...kana sai...she called the rest to check on my status but she dun want to call me herself...wah...her face more impt ley...kana sai..i also play along lor... actually not angry with her lar...just that i dun want to give in...cos everytime i give in she thinks i will ultimately go back to her after everything then she like dun take it to heart how i feel every other time...so i must let her know...HUMPF!! .... <---childish act <--- DUN CARE LEY!! anyway she's my mum..i can be a child in front of her...hahahahahahaha~~~~

oh ya..i have pics to share but i didnt upload for long time...haha..

some pics i took some time back...

<-- see my tummy so big le.. actually i'm 53KG now!! yikes!!...i used to be only 43kg ley...now 10kg extra!! omg...but still people say my tummy small ... HOW CAN THAT BE when i'm 10kg more?!?!?!... -.-"

<-- Saw this super CUTE car (yellow) when Shawn and M Ke went to pay their sch fees before 1st July (AVOID GST) ... eh dunno what car is it?...its super small compared to the Mazda RX8 (beside it)...keke...I LOVE SMALL THINGS~~

<--- Dessert @ some jap resturant which i forgotten the name..haha..looks tasty right?...the cute lil cup is the special honey sauce in japan..

<--- you have to pour it over the Ice cream , mochi and peaches. Eh, there's something chewy in it also but i dunno what is it called..haha some jelly type thing.. LOLX..

<--- my taster... dun think he closed his eyes like enjoying the dessert okie... its the size of his eyes lar...WHAHAHA~~

Cranky me?

2007-07-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

things between are better..

i went home that day but had a huge quarrel with my mum <-- always making me super angry.... i changed into my old clothes at home.. t-shirt and shorts..thou the t-shirt is long but the tummy part is abit tight...i reached home before my mum do... the moment she step into the house,

she was saying :" wah, why you wear this?? so ugly-looking....aiyo~~"

I replied feeling annoyed," at home dun need to wear so nice...moreover these clothes are my old clothes and now there's nothing i can wear mah..anyway wear so nice for who to see??..." then she went to put down her stuffs and into the kitchen (preparing for dinner), i went sitting in the living room watching tv..

she came out again and say loudly another time.. "aiyo, its really ugly lar...wearing like that.." , this time standing in front of me blocking my view of the tv...

i was super annoyed lor.. "ugly then ugly lor... im not going out..and the tshirt is the BIGGEST i have here okie...then what u want me to wear?...wah lao..why u keep saying this ah.."

" my mouth in on my face so i want to say whatever thing i want , you cannot stop me.." she retorted..

Being to flare up, i said :" pls lor .. want to say i cant stop you...but people keep hearing this will definately get annoyed de mah!..you jeep saying for what?...i wear this cannot meh?..get sore eyed is it?..kao cannot keave me alone with this meh?.."

she shouted back :" aiya, want to throw temper go back to your MIL lar..dun come here and throw temper at me OK..!! "

i super annoyed hearing this lor.. " why u always have to bring other people in..wanna pick a fight is it?.. wear somethink here u also wanna say...!!"

then the stupid part you said, which was true lar but it hit my vital point.. " you must have quarrel with your husband lar so you come back here and throw temper..!!"

i buay tahan already :" whether i quarrel or not is not a matter now.. now the thing is you kept saying all these for what?..bringing other things in for what?.. you cannot stop saying, is it? come home eat dinnner must endure all your these nonsense.."

" you dun need to come back eat de, i dun need it... come back for what.. its best for you dun come back..." she said..

LAST STRAW!!!! ... " okie .. fine!! Dun cook my share now! dun come home then dun come home lor.." then i went to change , and left the house.. i felt damn angry and sad lor.. go home wanting to find peace and company but in the end got all these... i dun intend to tell my mum abt mike but then i got myself more shits...i cried and called princess tiny..

she's in the office but she rush down and went to her house... along the way i cried and begun pouring to her.. went to her place for dinner.. my mum had called my husband and he kept calling buti didnt pick up the calls...so much as i had guessed correctly, my husband texted me... ignoring him again....then i talked to her mum about pregnancy over dinner.. feeling much better... then he called again, finally i picked up his call.. he say he'll come and fetch me home later...

on the way home, we didnt spoke.. till back at home. Before bedtime, he came and talk things over with me... he tried explaining and apologised..he knew he's in the wrong at some parts which i pointed out to him...then he tell me my mum called him and say about our quarrel but then told him not to tell me thats he called him...lolx... THIS IS MY MUM...sigh...she didnt call me but always gets others to call me... but at the same time complaining abt me to them...

over the weekends, we did nothing much.. he tried to make me happy.. so we went out and paying his fullest attention to me.. haha... Sat , we ate the famous queenstown fried chicken for dinner..yum yum...nice... the smell was so nice even you can drool straight away...

yesterday we went swimming..Chevron..with my SIL, Bro and little Dylan.. he's learning to swim but he's lousy lar..kept shouting and grabbing tightly to my bro and SIL in the pool..haha... then we went to eat the nice fishball noodles at JE, wanting to eat coconut but the shop is closed.. sigh... he brought me to Sheng Siong like my bro told us, we bought alot of things and coconuts!! hehehe..finally can eat cos i'm suppose to eat it at least once a week..then we came home, his father opened the coconut for us..YUM...eh not bad for a supermarket to sell coconut @$1.20 each and it taste nice...hehe..

we took a rest, he watch soccer, i went online. Chating with some frens. then we went out to a supper ... early one!..keke cos its only like 9pm.. JP centre and we went for a movie.. HARRY PORTER...

wah i nearly die inside there...my back hurts like crazy...guess its the last show i can watch le.. the last few shows i also complain backache but not as bad as yesterday's... hmm... not more show for me...i had to stop till i recovered from my confinement onwards...or onl wheni'm free le...sigh... i love watching movies but guess i had to stop this time...urgh~~..

Just taken my breakfast, bread and milk.. my MIL is on leave today an later i have lesson at 7pm... hmm... abit sian going to school...someomore its the lesson i took last sem...shitty....i still haven got my appeal letter replied and my invoice for my school fees....stupid SIM... do things so slow de..i wanna complian!!!...argh~~~~

Crying so much!

2007-07-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

been crying alot recently...

first due to my HK drama ... then next my hubby..

everytime kena from him...dunno why..

seems like i'm like someone who is taking in his shits and then being EXPECTED to forgive him the next time he talk to me...

yesterday night was terrible...on our way back home from my mum's place after dinner... he didnt even help me carry the heavy stuffs, i had to carry them from the th floor of the carpark to home.. i was pretty upset what he did in the car...blasting the music of the radio so loud i think ayden's frighten cos he kicked so much...then wind down the windows....all the nasty air came in....i didnt talk to him.. went upstairs all by myself.. then straight to bathroom...

the next horrible thing (at the same time), i found out my white pants were stained with alot of yellow stuffs...i just washed it and my mil hung dry for me the other day..the pants lie on my bed all dirty... i was super fed up... everytime my clothes always dirty after coming back from her hands...dunno why...URGH~~~

i cried till this morning...

he went work just now w/o kissing me (everydaypractise) and never call during lunchtime...

maybe because i shoo him off twice last night...its after i came out of the bathroom and in the living room.. but he only come by without saying much...not much of talking...and he went back to sleep...!!.. i find that my feelings whether hurt or not is no longer part of his interest... whether what time i go bed last night also not his interest anymore... whether i cry so hard lying beside in the middle of the night like 3 am also not an interest to him...

at this point of time, i think slightly further... much further at times when i find myself getting scared... i looked into the darkness , feeling ayden's movements, feeling scared... finally i realised i'm so alone... i began talking to ayden since he's awake.. whether i'm i a good mommy to him so far... then i get so emotional that i went to the bathroom and cry loudly... i tot to myself whether i did the right thing.. askin myself alot of questions.. finally i settle down and went back to bed.. all i see was pillows between us.. this has been going on for many mths.. at first was due to my big tummy... but that moment, that pillow between our heads were so upsetting.. he's a light sleeper and who even know when i go toilet or so.. but now he didnt even stir abit.. i went to sleep..feeling very tired and my back hurts like crazy..a few hours sleep only..

i woke up at the moment he step out of the bathroom door.. that moment was silent and i peeked..he just walk out of the door.. at tat moment was like so shitty.. i cry again...think my pillow all stain with my tears...sigh..

seeing this, my heart felt so heavy.. notice that he didnt even wear our wedding ring anymore... me, i cant wear cos i'm having water retention that my fingers cant fit now.. for him? i dunno why...i noticed but i didnt ask why.. only like married for 4mths.. and guess what yesterday was our 4th mth wedding anniversary.. i'm so hurt.. he never say anything to me .. i waited for the whole day but at the end of the day i get only tears and yellings..

i'm so sad now.. dunno what to do... one side of me wanting to call him.. but that will be out of the blus as i dun normally call him during his work hours.. he will call me just instead.. one side of me feel that i'm not in the wrong at all..

things changed so fast that i cant even breathe properly to understand whats going on... i wonder to myself, is my marriage having rocks?.. or is it me who is done anything to piss this relationship off??.. cant be cos i didnt do anything to make my marriage in jeopardy.. i didnt have those nonsense things like post-natal depression or sensitive issues to say to him... everyday i just eat, sleep, go to school (now), watch drama series and going movies , mahjong with his frens...buying baby stuffs.. thats my lifestyle now... nothing much...

now everything is so bland between us.. nothing to talk abt..

just now i saw my handmade card i gave him for an special occassion earlier this year after we were married...i read what i wrote... so sad to read now... cos where i found the card was simply at my dressing table drawer... i begun to onder what happen to my other cards to him... i began to think wht happen to all the things i gave him or we used to have? .. i cant see them except my precious moment he gave to me as a birthday present to me last year sitting on the table... i cried... feeling why everything which i didnt take notice of began to appear before me now..

i'm very sad and depressed.. alone in the house that cant give me any warm now.. i was thinking to myself should i get myself out of this house to take a breather or should i silently stay at home waiting for him and MIL to come back...feeling all shitty inside.. crying inside.. i will then felt alone as usual then i'll wait for night to come..

now only going to school makes me breathe much better.. the unnecessary stress given to me by living with my Parent-in-law and a total new place is too much now.. i endured...but somehow i cant fulfill what he asked me to do, " You can only accept it . " ........its harsh and strong but its true... i tried for these few months but seems like not much changes.. but this time i didnt talk to him about how i feel...neither to anyone except here..

last few days the blogger server was down that i cant write anything.. i needed it but i cant get in...guess what i do?...i cry in the toilet again.. just to wash out my unhappiness.. for awhile..

think i dun write anymore.. haven eat my lunch.. think ayden's hungry too..

Recently..

2007-07-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

My memory is failing me... OMG... i can even forgot things that just happened in fron of me 5 mins ago.. I'm like having the "Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen".. haha..its been a tiring week..last week i mean..

everyday washing and buying things for baby Ayden, Doing housechores like housewife..haha.. temperature of the house is terrible that i on my aircon WHOLE DAY for almost consecutive 4 days...lolx.. eh, bills going up... bought a mini fridge for storing Ayden's milk (his idea) ($179) and playmat ($50+), toys , walkie talkie ($100+) .. wah still got somemore but i cant remember them.. took pics for last week but i lazy to put them up now..haha...

yesterday went to watch "Transformer" at Lido.. and i saw his ex-gf at very late hours at Isetan.. i think i saw the right person cos he didnt see .. we're comng down from the escalator and they (she and her bf) walking past the escalator in front of us... haha.. heard she's working at UOB branch of Jurong Point.. hehe..

sometimes people you hope you might want to see may just popped out of nowhere to let you SEE!!...LOLX... but one thing for sure is that what he describe to me was true.. Fair and plump.. hmm.. then we went to Holland for XO Fish Bee Hoon... NICE~~~ =)

Actually we quarrelled yesterday morning. Well things are good, he admitted he's playing a punk and apologised.. cos he scold me for not making coffee for him!!! .... which is stupid...ayway guess i have a loving husband with quick baby temper .. haha.. thank you girls (you know who you are) for trying to cheer me yesterday at the rush hour...haha.. but i think i made my MIL abit angry cos i didnt eat her lunch (PORRIDGE AGAIN) before going out with him...actually he ate abit.. but i think he told his mum that the fried fish cake with fried Beancurd porridge too oily for me.. then his mum abit angry so told him this morning that " dun like then dun eat lor" "its okie de" response....sigh...

abit worried that how things will turn out finally with my MIL...sigh... dunno ley... guess we all have diff lifestyle... and she loves to cook the same food everyday!...eh.. sian~~..

Later going to Suntec to eat...yongli's b'day.. can meet up with Jenny girl le!!...finally meeting my busy sister...kaoz...she ah everytime like Gerlin always go oversea for trips...kana sai..leave me behind in SG... if not its work till late hours...aiyo...so diff to find them...at least Tiny is around..with my cousin mei...haha...

bro, da sao and Dylan boy went to Genting...hehe... my darling boy's first trip to oversea...he so excited the other day when i saw him...asking when is the genting trip...my Da Sao trying so hard to explain he has to wait for the days to pass then can go...haha... so ke ai when i her how she explain...with his blur look...hehe..i hope he had fun... =)

Nightmares

2007-06-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Every now and then, my nightmares never fail to visit me every night... GOSH!..

Plus i'm having Insomia...how arh??..i cant get to sleep even thou i'm freaking tried every day.. my hubby snore like crazy every night beside me..haha..eh, then i tried methods like counting backwards from 100..then i realised not enough cos it went to - no. instead...keke..abit tough on the brain in the dark to count backwards with serious backaches and the new waer rentention thingy i had now..urgh.. i'm BLOATED!!.. dunno how to stop it but i guess its all natural for pregnant women..sigh..

TOUGH to be a mum !!!

recieved a call on sat from Rohanna, guess it time for me to go fro my progression interview for the appeal case...SIGH..dunno what to say ley...sian ah...

bought alot of Ayden's stuffs yesterday..haha..Kiddy Palace having sale but only for member!.. so i go be member lor...only $10..bought clippers, wipers, bath stuffs, powder... he wanted to get a cot but i stopped him..haha...cos i had my Dylan's one with me now...but he's just so pissed off with fixing it..haha...but we had asked the assistant in the store on how to fixed a playpen... finally we got playpen at home fixed up..haha...

wah then just now wash the whole playpen by myself...scrubbing off the stains is a tough job man...cant use strong detergent to remove stain cos my baby's gonna be sleeping in it...sigh...water and scrub ONLY...wah now have serious backache on my right...shit...

so tire~~~

eh, i'm bored.. i wanna go out ley...haha...but weather sucks like hell.. hot air everywhere!!!...melting me...gosh~~

Father's Day

2007-06-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

Nothing much on Father's Day... only went to Soup Resturant to eat the "Samsui Chicken" with my mother , bro and SIL, Me and Dar WITHOUT my father!!...lolx.. cos he's not feeling well and still working late..sigh...anyway i took a pic of my cutie Dylan boy and my Hubby.. lolx.. he's holdin his hands.. took a back view... and i imagine he holding my little Ayden's hands in future..haha .. think it will be very cute lar huh..

Then my FIL (Father-in-law) took some cherry-lookalike chillies home from his workplace..haha...so cute...hmm he also didnt manage to celebrate Fathers Day cos he's also coughing...

Lets show you people how i look now...very pale arh...and chubby face...alamak...

Maybe i go do botok after my labour...LOLX!!! got recommendations anyone?? =)

Cool~

2007-06-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

TADA~~ presenting pics of my "ba chang" and "Noya Chang" activities with my mum last week...(i am not inside the pics as i'm the photographer) .. hehe..anyway i only took have my pic of Ayden inside my tummy during my resting break given by my mum...haha..

So Wats my job during the whole process??... chopping, chopping and more chopping!!...yes.. the pregnant lady cant go near fire...lolx.. so i help in chopping garlics, pork, pandan leaves which requires to squeeze the water out of it .. therefore you can see my hands squeezing the greenish pandan..

My mother is the main actress in the whole event.. cooking and showing the corrrect demo of how to tie a "Ba Chang".. lolx... i did tied but i didnt take pics of myself.. i "fat" and chubby now...dun see my auntie side better...keke...

Aiyo... my tummy is mostly getting in the way of all my activity...even washing plates and hands...my tummy will made me stretch my back further...so always backache...keke...

anyway dun ask me how to cook the ingredients cos i only "WATCH" ... haha...

Feeling full always

2007-06-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday dinner was great, darling brought me to Jack's place. Ordereed my fav fire steak. super heavy dinner i had. Soup, garlic bread, escargots, main course, desserts and tea... LOLX.. i ate all CLEAN!!... i neva complete them before but yesterday i did it!..hehe...

i was wondering in the day yesterday .. how come today she didnt talk abt the appeal thingy like she always did... and i found out over the dinner from him...he actually told his mum over it when he fetch her from work the night before...!!!!!! i was shocked lor...but i had suspect it cos he always like that lar...every lil thing will say de lar.... -_-" but i neva tot he will be so "stupid"....urgh... now how his mum will think lar.../stressed..

but his mum act as thou nothing has happen...but i hope this wont leave a prick in her heart...maybe she thinks i complaint behind her back like someone trying to cause dispute...sigh~~~~~.... but he's my husband mah, who else can i complain to.. he should listen to all my troubles right??...hmm... anyway he said his mum didnt say much but comtinue the conversation with him about her work thingy straight after he told her...didnt say anything.... phew~~~~

then after dinner at Jack's, we went car wash and waited for his mum to off work...true enough nothing different...everything normal...:))

today..

been watching my TVB drama show for the whole afternoon...wah i cried, curse the 'bad people' in the drama and laugh...the show truly's nice...ups and downs in the family... is called " Heart of Greed"... one of the newest drama in HK series...HIGHLY Recommended..

eh i haven finish watching...blogged awhile to rest...hehehe...

(stomping off to watch drama again)...

Ba Chang

2007-06-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

okie after my previous complain...decided to entry something light hearted..

helping my mum with ba chang (rice dumplings) this year...hehe...

its a tedious job indeed...need patience too..

i've been helping her with sorting rice... the white and the transparent ones..pant*pant*...its difficult okay!... sitting down for long hours and straining your eyes to separate them....wah...just like that time i do picking of bean sprout husk for my baby...lolx..now that thing is an accomplishment..hehe...

took pics of my process of rice "sorting"..

yesterday evening before my mum's place, me and dar went IKEA...spent $200+ for my baby's drawer...keke...black to suit my room furniture...well poor baby sprain his back cos the thing was so heavy...anyway when its up i'll take a pic..hehe..

Complaint of the year 2007

2007-06-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today wake up as late as usual.. 11am..

well so sian lor, early in the morning, 'someone' ask me about my appeal thingy AGAIN!!...and asking if i had told my mum yesterday (which i had told her wait till appeal result out then i will nreak the new to my mum)... My stupid huby go and big nouth tell EVERYONE in his family the day i find out my results.. the exact day which i felt so worse and down... URGH~~~... i tell myself its no big deal la, say lor, they will know eventually... but hor inside me i was super bu shuang.. why tell everyone and everyone keep askin why like that, why like that... ARGH!!!... can't they feel i'm super sad and can studdup anot!!...but still i kept it inside my heart... i didnt tell him abt my hard feelings and upset cos i dun think he can understand how exactly i feel... cos i never had FFFFFF lor!!!!!!....*sob*sob*... say already i felt sad again now....sigh... :'(

then 'someone' kept talking about everyday from the result day till now lor!!!!... YES its true... i'm pissed right now cos i had enough.... decided the only place to say things out is here....sobsob....why cant she just shut up and leave me alone abt th matter...even thou you are concern but please lor, people is feeling damn bad le yet you still say say say say say....KAOZ!!... if its my mum , i would have told her off to shut up man.....URGHHHHH~~~~...

then somemore everyday talking about her stupid work place this and that... cant cope with it....duh.. only 2nd day lor....doing cashier job at PRIMA supermart nearby our house mah...everyone in the family already say to her a thousand million times...

we: "take things slowly, new things need time to learn de, cant expect you will know it the next day mah.."

she: " i cant ley...so difficult"..

we: " did they pressurize you like you have to know by when?"

she:" no.. but hor i cant remember ley.. then i dun dare to ask.."

we: " ask things you are not sure...they wont pressurize you lar cos you are new.."

she:" aiyah...i like very slow ley.."

we:" dun like the job then you quit lor...give it a try till this end of the week bah.."

she:" yah lor yah lor.."

then after some time later, the conversation repeat again...she'll start off by saying " eh, what you think huh?..should i wrk?.. only $4/hr"

please lor, we already say dun work if you dun like...now its not a mater of $$...the problem is you EVERYDAY at home grumble nothing to do then keep saying want to find job and say " a human cannot say dun work lar...must find work..cannot be lazy.." blah blah blah....so we all gave our support to every job you find...

first i find a tea lady job at a law firm which was super easy task job lor...but the thing is she requires to go work from 6.45am to 6pm. Byt he time she reach home will be ard 7pm... but $ is $850/mth and benefits of 14 days leave, dental medical, trips like to Aussie at the end of the yr, etc.. <-- i find for her one lor on the webby... then she work for 2 day she quitted cos the hours thingy... this thing she complain that she cant cook for my FIL and the rest in the family then long hours then far (raffles place mrt) then only $850/mth... -_-" then guess what.. she uses me as an excuse of not working...come on... she say i giving birth soon then have to take care of baby blah blah... i find this is an excuse lor... i'm at home cos i defer my studies til next yr.. yes its true that someone helping me is good.. but she not like helping me the whole thing lor...she say she wanna find a part time and then help only when she free... please lar...isnt it the same as not helping...you only cook for me... thats all... then say dun want to work that law firm job... then now you grumble abt this job which you find yourself... the question is : now you find a job then another moment you say you quit cos help me with baby and stuffs... then complain that now i didnt work and she's out of work so income lower..then now work for a job lower $ than first job, then contridicting saying $ is not a problem now for the family...????????????????? what~~???? -_-" PLEASE give my ears a break....!!!...give my brain a break!!!

okie i complain too much already...

Wat DAY??

2007-06-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.. 1 of my good fren came reminding me that today's that bastard's b'day... SO WHAT?!?!... who cares.. i scolded my fren saying why remind me things abt him... i'm happily married and bb is on his way into my world and dar's.. think i scold him too hard...lolx.. anyway dude, this man is no longer affecting me in any way anymore.. LOST and gone in my memory..

well frens who dunno why..its a long story.. a man can distrupt a woman's emotional world.. thats all i can say.. I'm glad i'm outta it and perhaps my previous R/S with Willy slowly made me understand i CAN be loved by another.. i wanna thank him but too bad he's not the one holding my hand till the end... My dar is special and sometimes i think of our story, i also will be feeling unbelievable and funny abt it.. well all my frens finds it funny.. haha... Ah beng and nerd.. LOLX... it happens just like that.. started because of a sudden late night coffee at holland v and a next day outing at ECP blading session.. heehee..

sometimes destiny finds you in a way when you are least expected and ready... =)

wah just now i waited for my lunch for like 3 hours lor... My mil and his sis went out saying to go and take something from my MIL's new work place.. saying they will be out for awhile and will buy back for me lunch.. will call me... i wait and wait till it was like almost 3pm!!!.. urgh.. still no call.. decided to go downstairs to eat lar.. Ayden's kicking till like crazy boy inside me..keke.. then my MIL call FINALLY.. she's a IMM... i was like "DUH"... she said she go her workplace (which was like blk 900+ away from my Blk 800+) .. i was actually abit angry lor... she ask me not to go out and wait for her call so they'll buy back for me... wah~~... i waited and waited lor... kana sai... anyway its like that lar... i'm just her DIL (daughter-in-law)... okay maybe i'm making a big fuss out of it...but it turn out that she went IMM to meet her bro to eat lor...wah at least call back and tell me mah...KAOZ~~~~~~~...

ok i just want to complain....

now i'm happy cos i'm going home for dinner... so long didnt go home.. i miss my mum... Dylan boy and of cos my mum's food!... yum yum... at least i wont be eating the same kind of food everyday for every meal... yup!.. my MIL cooks almost the same food for every meal and everyday... -_-"

and when i wanted to go out eat this or that, she nags.... -_-" okay maybe she cares for me but sometimes nagging can be irritable...

okay enough of my complaints... my dar's back.. have to go prepare to go out le..

FOOD... here i come...
(stomping away to change clothes)...

ECP

2007-06-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

<-- took this when i was only 5mths going to 6mths pregnancy..hehe..eh little tummy still ley... but its 1 KG OKIE!!! Went dating on Friday.. haha.. we went motherhood fair, bought 2 packs of diapers from Pampers, free Ernie toy for baby..haha..

Went to Vivocity for dinner and movie "Ocean's 13".. which was ok lar... on the way i took the Ferris wheel again.. think its would be nice one when finished... couple's new dating place.. but i bet it will be ex arh...keke..

Went ECP for picnic last sunday.. hehe... very eng right??..lolx..

i prepare the food ya!..haha .. thats when someone got nothing to do so find some activity to do... i made toasted cheese sausages, fried nuggets, sotong balls...prepare sandwiches..honey-baked ham... salads, brought some cherry tomatoes.. eh nothing much thou...didnt take any pics of it cos i FORGOT!... anyway cant show my "fantastic" picnic food... LOLX.. but they were all full..haha..

<-- Outside MacDonald's.. OMG ! look how pale i've become.. like old haggard woman!.. lolx..eh dun want to put make up mah...
they went cycling, i sit down there ... -_-" Found a dead bird.. but the way it ly dead was very mush like sun tanning so i took it down.. haha..

well i cant do any activity ma~

erm before ECP, me and dar actually went Motherhood fair!..er.. we went for the 2nd time already .. hahaha... finally bought the BumWear diaper thingy... cost $226... 6 washable diapers with cute designs... well some may scold me for buy it BUT! wait till you do all the calculations on the disposable diapers first..

wah.. i did calculations and indeed i can save $600 +++ a year.. and the diapers i bought is lifetime warrenty, water-proof (not leakage), washable, fashionable, size adjustable, no prone to diaper rash like disposable ones and definately CHEAPER.. hehehe...

eh after all my advantages on the diapers i bought, there's only one thing negative ---> have to wash... haha.. so i tell myself.. "wa lao, baby's clothes also must wash everyday mah.SAME lar~~.. just be more hardworking, anyway i'm at home most of the time.." <-- trying to boost myself...

took some cute pics of the diapers i bought kekekeke....