ღ Monday, 22 October 2007
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very tired...till now i haven got much sleep...yet my exams are next week...i cant put my mind at ease when i have thoughts of letting my hubby and especially the "dunno anything" MIL to take care of my child...terrible arh...alot of things..so sian.. especially today.. i finally let them take care but then it was disaster...my baby kept crying and cant sleep (which normally at 10 + am he will) .. myhubby doing his stupid stuffs again on the internet and my MIL take care of baby..first she took him out of the room and walk around the whole living room... saying wanting to make him sleep but then keep playing with him, taking photos...stimulating him to play!!..wah how to sleep if you are the baby..you sure want to play de mah... then he kept crying.. she still carry him walk around the whole house.. then go into my room and put him down to sleep when my boy's eyes are wide open!...so stupid cos he's gurggling and making eye contact of playing yet yawning at the same time... then i say carry him and coax him to sleep... my hubby and MIL insisted they put him on bed.. sTUPI*...then the next stupud thing she did was , she go and draw the curtains!!..WTF?..i told not to and pull open back again.. i tell her dun cos baby dun let baby sleep in the dark, let him sleep , he can sleep (all the while is like this) and also to let him know its daytime.. then i left the room with him and MIL... after 5mins, i walk back, she went to draw the curtains AGAIN!!...ARGH~~~...she delibrately or what man!... F***...so angry... cos everytime my baby with them, he cant sleep, always cry.. then the pissed off thing is that they keep saying, " baby see you then he cry" " baby only want mummy cos got milk" <--- rubbish and ass lor.. my FIL can make him go sleep, MIl sometimes herself carry him also can sleep in the day, hubby in the night also mah... WTF...blame me for wat... damn angry... if you cant make the baby satisfied and not crying, dun push the blame to me okie.. F***... you are and mother also why cant you know how to take care of baby then?!?!?!... only know how to push the blame to people... dunno then say dunno, dun say its becos of others...i also 1st-time mother...baby only 2mths.. i also learning about him mah!!...F***...now my baby screaming in my background and i cant go cos they will ask me to go study... very pissed...............................
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