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ღ Friday, 24 August 2007

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On the 23rd August 2007,

it happened @ Mt Alvernia Hospital when it took Mummy a full 15 hours before i popped out of her. Well-well, i'm still enjoying inside my beautiful home with wonderful food everyday till Mummy decided to 'show' me to her world. All because of a test she's gonna take in the week where i'm expected to be due. No choice, but Daddy brought Mummy for a nice yummy Frog porridge snack before going to the 'green cold room', so i get to eat the last yummy food before i start on milky...

Hmm.. something pricked my 'home wall' @7.30am and my 'swimming pool' is gone within the next few seconds!...Grrr... why take my swimming pool away so fast... Humpf! Dun wanna come out le!! I go sleep longer ...

Then i was awoke by someone familiar... Dr Kenneth Edward Lee!!.. the big-eyed doctor who's eyeing to take me out of Mummy so fast! Everytime visit him, he would keep telling Mummy to ake me out early!.. Dun like him!..

He came to my 'door' at 11am and tried to push open the two 'doors' .. Oei already 4cm big le what you want?.. i will go out when i want lar!.. Shoo~~.. think he made Mummy very pain afterwards cos my door was 'forced' to become bigger (6cm). Can hear Mummy screaming for some 'miracle potion' after half an hour... Oh my poor Mummy! Decided not to disturb her but then 15mins later Mummy was telling Daddy that the 'gas' is not working... her tummy still very pain... Daddy went consoled Mummy and then another half hour later, a woman came to poke Mummy's back...(11.30am)

15mins later (11.45am), Mummy was very much in pain on her left tummy...the 'miracle potion' not working!!!...Daddy faster went to the nurses and they give Mummy more 'potion'.. (12.15pm) Still, Mummy felt worse than before on her left... Daddy confronted the nurses angrily... scold them...wah so macho.. hehe...

(12.45pm) An old nurse came and adjusted the needle behind Mummy's back.. Mummy became better but she seems 'handicapped' le...

(1.30pm) Kenneth came and find Mummy again, omg push open my door again...GRRRRrr... wanted to beat him with my hands but he escaped fast...continue my sleep...Zzz..

(2.45pm) Mummy was laughing??!.. becos her legs cant move @ all... then 2 aunties came and help Mummy with her legs... Daddy was very excited and holding Mummy's right leg and pressing real hard that Mummy scold him tat her leg is gonna bruise if he continue to press so hard.. LOLX...

then Mummy pushed~~~~...

(Around 3.05pm) POP!! Out i came... Finally i get to see the naughty Doctor who wanted me take me out early from my comfy home...Grrr.. but before i could hit him again with my fists, he put me onto Mummy's lap.. Oh~~ its my first time i opened my eyes and see Mummy's beautiful face, which eyes filled with tears. Daddy was right next to her..Smiling with eyes cannot be seen!!.. opps~~...LOLX..

then the 2 aunties and Daddy brought me to a small bed and clean me up...its so cold!!...i cried so hard yet Daddy keep smiling and taking video of me!!.. grr...then they put me on a weighing machine... 2.9kg i was!!..hehe..well, Kenneth keep saying i'm very cute. Ok lar, he's forgiven!.. =)

*yawn* sleepy... i went back to sleep again after i took a picture with Mummy. But i was awoken later with pain in my butt!..something poke me... i cried.. SObSob... but a nurse came and comfort me. Nice.. i went back to my dreamland again~~..hehe...

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6:05 am

ღ Sunday, 19 August 2007

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Dunno why but i felt so much when i listen to this song...

如果你也听说
Singer : A-Mei
Written by Jay Chou

突然发现站了好久不知道要往哪走
tu ran fa xian zhan le hao jiu bu zhi dao yao wang na zou
还不想回家的我再多人陪只会更寂寞
Hai bu xiang hui jia de wo zai duo ren pei zhi hui geng ji mo
许多话题关於我就连我也有听过
xu duo hua ti guan yu wo jiu lian wo ye you ting guo
我的快乐要被认可委屈却没有人诉说
wo de kuai yue yao bei ren ke wei qu que mei you ren su shuo
夜把心洋葱般剥落拿掉防卫剩下什麽
ye ba xin yang cong ban bo luo na diao fang wei sheng xia shi mo
为什麽脆弱时候想你更多
wei shi mo cui ruo shi hou xiang ni geng duo

如果你也听说有没有想过我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo you mei you xiang guo wo
像普通旧朋友还是你依然会心疼我
xiang pu tong jiu peng you huan shi ni yi ran hui xin teng wo
好多好多的话想对你说悬着一颗心没着落
hao duo hao duo de hua xiang dui ni shuo xuan zhao yi ke xin mei zhao luo
要怎麽附和舍不得又无可奈何
yao zen mo fu he she bu de you wu ke nai he

如果你也听说会不会相信我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo hui bu hui xiang xin wo
对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
dui liu yan hui fu he huan shi ni zhi dao wo huan shi wo
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多懂我的人就你一个
die die zhuang zhuang cai ming bai le xu duo dong wo de ren jiu ni yi ge
想到你想起我胸口依然温热
xiang dao ni xiang qi wo xiong kou yi ran wen re

许多话题关於我就连我也有听过
xu duo hua ti guan yu wo jiu lian wo ye you ting guo
我想我宁可都沉默其实反而显得做作
wo xiang wo zhu ke du chen mo qi shi fan er xian de zuo zuo
夜把心洋葱般剥落拿掉防卫剩下什麽
ye ba xin yang cong ban bo luo na diao fang wei sheng xia shi mo
为什麽脆弱时候想你更多
wei shi mo cui ruo shi hou xiang ni geng duo

如果你也听说有没有想过我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo you mei you xiang guo wo
像普通旧朋友还是你依然会心疼我
xiang pu tong jiu peng you huan shi ni yi ran hui xin teng wo
好多好多的话想对你说悬着一颗心没着落
hao duo hao duo de hua xiang dui ni shuo xuan zhao yi ke xin mei zhao luo
要怎麽附和舍不得又无可奈何
yao zen mo fu he she bu de you wu ke nai he

如果你也听说会不会相信我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo hui bu hui xiang xin wo
对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
dui liu yan hui fu he huan shi ni zhi dao wo huan shi wo
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多懂我的人就你一个
die die zhuang zhuang cai ming bai le xu duo dong wo de ren jiu ni yi ge
想到你想起我胸口依然温热
xiang dao ni xiang qi wo xiong kou yi ran wen re

如果你也听说有没有想过我
ru guo ni ye ting shuo you mei you xiang guo wo
像普通旧朋友还是你依然会心疼我
xiang pu tong jiu peng you huan shi ni yi ran hui xin teng wo
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多懂我的人就你一个
die die zhuang zhuang cai ming bai le xu duo dong wo de ren jiu ni yi ge
想到你想起我胸口依然温热
xiang dao ni xiang qi wo xiong kou yi ran wen re
如果你想起我你会想到什麽
ru guo ni xiang qi wo ni hui xiang dao shi mo

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10:05 pm

ღ Thursday, 16 August 2007

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Its been some time.. i didnt update cos i LAZY!

hehe... took alot of pics lar.. but bo liao ones..haha~

okie, my Ayden will be choosing his own birthday so i wont be inducing him out..cos its scary to have your V inserted with some pills that will soften your cervix to make it open then blood comes and i had to go thru dripping...yikes...needles!..erh no thanks..

Ayden's moves alot recently...now 2.525kg...phew~ he's growing still......approximated weight lar cos its just scanning...well Doc say its okie..everythings fine and healthy..recently no more shopping for Ayden but more of staying at home...cleaning his stuffs and packing, and doing all sterlising...lol...nothing much...

wah got one night , i think its last thurs...i crave for BK chicken whopper, we went all the way there but only to find out that BK had not been selling chicken whopper for weeks cos the stock didnt came...wah so suay.. but next day he bought me to Jack's place to eat steak...

he wore his gong looking specs which is the same as mine but only mine is in black color..keke...

last week we went to visit mum after she's discharged from hospital, we went to pick Dylan boy from his swimming lesson and Rachel (da Sao)... super cute lor... he's wearing his robe with nothing inside...haha... then we went to buy some food to cook for mum... Mike was like playing with him...in his driver's seat cos the naughty boy wanted to press the horn...haha.. this lil boy nowadays kept sticking onto my hubby like glue...keke...dunno what to do with him...

Mike was super tired everytime playing with him...hahaha....but dunno how to stop the boy from sticking onto him...haha...

tried a nice and cheap ice-cream for 80cents... haha.. maybe you guys can try..

oh ya, we changed our room's curtain..finally...

well it turns out to become worse...its orange for one thing, and guess what.. when morning comes.. the stupid sun came and makes the whole room so ORANGE like we are in some kind of planet...feels hot and bright....Mike's getting fustrated with it...haha...think he's gonna change it again..lol..

Finally yesterday i get to eat the "roast chicken" sandwich in school for breakfast .... i had crave from last semester till now... and finally i get to eat it!!!...hahahahahaha.....

yesterday tire arh...went to sch til 7+ like tat then go Clementi eat with my classmates for some not tasty food... tsk-tsk... then reached home so late...10pm+...lucky tat zihao company me home... haha... cos he stay nearby lar.. but i think i "bullied" him enough yesterday...keke...

today woke up super late..12pm+ then eat then slept again at 2pm...then woke up do some assignments... faster finish arh...i scare i no time o do them when ayden's out...then have to some revision later for test which is on 27th...lolx.. dunnno will i be takng the test anot cos ayden's coming out anytime...sigh...headache arh...

anyway my MIL told me that 27th is a auspicious day between 10am-2pm is a good day to give birth...wah lao...then she say ask me and Mike go pray that bb will come out that day...kao...cannot lor..and yes she knows it cannot be done cos i got test that night!!!!...how can she say like that...urgh...anyway i dun care...

recently she did pissed me off...alot of things arh...dunnno where to start to say... anyway its too much... told me bro, mum, best frens and buddies...all trying to calm me down last week...haha... very pissed ah....anyway dun want to talk abt it here... too long anyway...

ok..i better start revising...

oh ya...a pic i took in his car... our old photo when we were dating last time...hehe... still around... =)

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10:05 pm

ღ Tuesday, 7 August 2007

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My mum got dengue fever.......hospitalised yday night.. sigh~ and i cannot go see her at all... feel abit fustrated... she's abit upset cos she cant see baby if i due anytime from now...

the night before... super upset in the middle of the night.. he smoked heavily recently... and i'm very disappointed... even thou he kept saying he would do something about it but i'd give him almost like 1 yr... baby's even coming soon and yet he's still at 5 or maybe more sometimes... his frens are OMG super smoker... yet encourgae him to smoke...not to say i push the blame to them lar but pls lor... dun jio him lar!!!.. he's gonna be a father ley... anyway heard his another fren who wife also preggy with me the same time but less a mth, manage to quit smoking!!... sigh..

i felt so useless as a wife and mother to my child for not able to persuade him to quit... why other people able to but not him...

i cried very cham in the middle of the night, smelling his stupid cigratte smell... was disappointed... very... i told him that he shall not take care of baby when i'm doing my confinement... and i'm pretty firm abt it... even thou i might be weak during that period of time but i do not wish anyone with smelly hands and breathe to touch my Ayden... this include my FIL... YES!... i will make sure of it...

i think i had do my part of not nagging and leaving this type of decision to him... he's an adult and pls be responsible for your actions... even thou my MIL always say me that i didnt tell him off to stop but i think its better for him to do it himself...i had to endure the look of angry MIL saying me like i didnt do my part as a wife to stop him everytime he went out of the house to smoke... sigh~~... tough!

ignore his calls and his offer to send me to sch yday... very angry..anyway i had made up my mind on that... no touching of baby...

today:
Just came back from Kenneth's , and he told me my baby is gaining little weight only... maybe my placenta is not doing well on its job.. but still be going to checkup at Mt A for another type of scan... he predict that i will be dueing next week!!!!...omg... jus now checked that i had start to dilate le... maybe 1 cm...eh... i scared.. no wonder i felt pain every now and then... sleeping is super tough cos i CANT sleep with the pain... sigh....

maybe he's gonna induce me if baby still not growing... or i dilate even more... he say these few days i might start to bleed... or even have the possibility of breaking water which is LABOUR time... eh... i freak out the moment he told me this.... Mike is getting cold feet too... even thou he often say he's ready but this time he admitted he is very excited!...haha... most probably baby's comng out nxt week end... !!!!! ah~~... i must jia you man...cannot breakdown or freakout last min which i normally will if i get too nervous... *tremble

Pray for me guys.... *glurp*

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10:04 pm

ღ Sunday, 5 August 2007

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Ayden got so many people dote him..keke.. Me as his mummy also feel nice and happy... i think as time goes by and nearer to his arrival, more gifts are more to come... hmmm.. got abit of prob here... SPACE... eh.. the house is big yet not much places to put his stuffs... the newly bought cupboard was fully untilised because of the boy's things...only daily stuffs ley .. i was wondering wha about the other things like TOYS!!... sigh...headache...

i packed abit of things for my hospital stay... hmm.. like the bag is still too small ley...but its the biggest Longchamp bag sold.. lolx.. he bought for me as a surprise on our bf/gf anniversary.. hehe.. i tot of using it as my baby bag too... then the Godfather, shawn was like "WHAT?..use it as baby bag like very she chi" .. but baby mah.. i need big bag ley.. somemore nice.. hehe.. see how first lar.. i got 3 bags to rotate for usage now... keke...

yesterday went lunch with my da sao and dylan boy...hehe crystal jade..timsum lar.. the naughty boy was like playing with his 'special' bowl.. cheeky face.. hehe... then very cham, my SIL cannot eat properly cos have to feed that naughty boy... so my nice hubby brought him go walk-walk after his food .. so left me and da sao chatting.. discussing abt baby, health, dylan and MIL... LOLX... MIL is always our fav topic.. keke.. anyway we chat for a short while lar...

tat naughty dylan was so sticky to my hubby... calling him "gu zhang" so sweet everytime de... cannot stand the boy...keke... he's cheeky yet lovable... came back with a car bought by Mike... lolx..

we went kiddy palace after footing the bills... my Da Sao wanted to buy some things for the baby and me... hmm.. very nice hor... bought a super cute night light cum lullaby cum picture projector to be put on the playpen, bath toy, another toy for lullaby (soft toy), the hole puncher for nipples and Dylan's new drinking cup...

we went to my place and see what else is needed for me and baby... he and Dylan playing the new car..haha... my MIL was like super host... bring a chair in for my Da sao to sit (which is super extra cos she dun need a chair in a room to sit!!) and then cut fruits lar, drinks lar... haha... but Dylan was enjoying all the chocolates given by my MIL... Dylan is naughty man.. give him chocolates but cannot carry him... *shake head*... lolx... we tried on the things we bought , especially the proector thingy... so CUTE!!... it will activate on voice or sound.. and start playing the 'movie' and Winnie the Pooh's theme song..

we were all commenting on how good life the kids have nowadays... which is true right mah.. last time i only play with barbie dolls, cooking toys and simpler toys.. where got so high tech ones... keke...

then my bro came to fetch them home.. me and mike went billard centre!!!...hehe...dun scold me arh.. anyway its alright for me cos i just sit down there and talk to his frens.. hehe.. bored? maybe abit but better to be at home... LOLX....anyway supper after that...

been eating alot man... aiyo.. then hor today woke up with heavy tummy.. very aching... then sit down til now arh... dun dare to walk...keke... doing my BB assignments.. finished my 2 parts of the question... and trying to do my intro.. but i guess Xena's really busy so she's not online.. hmm.. i very kiasu now... trying to finish all the work for my bb assignment... scared that i got no time... sigh sigh sigh... very scare ley... so many things cannot plan ahead cos i dunno when ayden's out... *shaking*...and eating a very cute cake bought by him when he goes to the laundry service.. =)

<-- yummy!!!

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10:03 pm

ღ Friday, 3 August 2007

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Today's terrible... i woke up with terrible leg cramp.. how did i got it??.. stupid lar! i got frighten by the alarm clock then my cramp activated on my right ... and what my hubby did when i yelped??...

Pressed the clock to shut up, thinking only that i cant reached the alarm clock to shut it off.. -_-"

freaking pain that i cant walk at first to limping to school to do my marketing project... shitty~
then i went for lunch at Clementi with YL and Xena the blackie.. after much protest to eat porridge with them.... lolx.. and i think i gave them some "excitement" cos i was in pain on my way to the coffee shop... especially Xena.. haha.. the pain came form the bottom of my belly and some contractions in my cervix <-- which is somewhere near V (simpler to explain lar to those who dunno)... at times i had to stop to bear the pain.. then i told blackie i really need a seat... she turned pale... lolx.. then finding seat for me.. each step was pain arh!... wah i also abit scared... but i tell myself dun panic.. if i do, they will and then everything very dramatic again... LOLX..

then i sms him for a few times.. he sleeping lor!!.. kana sai.. then finally he called back.. then then he rushed down.. during that time, i was actually gossiping with the 2 gers... heng arh he dunno wat we were toking..LOLX..

YL and Xena, rest assured he dunno whats the topic... hehe

Actually the pain was something like gastric pain but the serious type of pain lar.. but luckily i can bear cos i had freq gastric pain in the past.. thats about it for the tummy pain..

Headache find me once i was about to leave the coffee shop.. reached home become worse arh... sian.. i had to ly on bed trying to rest but no avail.. WHY??..cos its freaking hot even in aircon room... aiyo... i sleep sideway, and my face and neck contacting with the pillow will become hot and sweaty... so sian... then i ly upwards also pain in my lower back and ass... SIEOW... then i simply cant move freely from changing side to side cos of the heavy weight... i start to wonder how do those with heavy weight manage to sleep huh??????.. anyway i cant sleep til he came in and chat with me till i doze off.. wah.. so cham.. today no good day for me!!

then dinner was just soup with fried eggs... cos my MIL not cooking remember?..she work form 5pm -10pm liao... but ok lar.. i have no appetite..

*yawn* he's now at sch.. me gotta continue my BB project.. was doing halfway till the stupid spywares in my lappy activated!!... wah.. 4 trojens..

HOW arh??.. anyone can help me??.. shitty ley i need lappy to do work... then i kiasu, got 2 antivirus software now in my lappy but then like not very good ley... sigh~~~~~~~....

HELP~~~

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10:03 pm

ღ Wednesday, 1 August 2007

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I'd never been into religious prayings... so i'm super blur about such stuffs like which day is which God's birthday or which day is wat occassion.. till i came into this family... very interesting for me cos i can see see and look look... well even thou my mum and dad do it but they never expect me to be around or know about such stuffs... in the past i only know i got more foods to eat after they pray in the morning or so.. when i'm back from outside, there'll be special food at home for me to eat...haha... =P

as i heard from my MIL and Hao, its Guan ying's birthday today... so after school i went to pray (bai-bai) with Hao and we went to "free" tortoise... hehehe... so cute ... he bought it in the morning with mil... took a few pics.. and a vid to record me (the pale-looking fatty) and my hubby "releasing" them... total of 9...

Hmm.. today's dinner with my FIL only... first time...fekt weird but we were trying our best to make the environment comfortable...lolx... so now my MIL has to work in the later shift.... 5-10pm.. which means no more hot food liao.. had to eat early or eat simple dishes... eh anyway her dishes are the same lar... Opps.. i shouldnt have take things for granted... okie me devil lar.. =p

hao's working til tomolo so left me and ayden le... hmm.. i hope he dun bully me tonight cos there's no one to help me... *pray* no cramps also... urgh~~... toking abt cramps.. i hate it cos i will give me pain for 2 days... sigh...

kinda excited now cos ayden's coming out anytime from now... doc predict that in he next 2 weeks i will start my dilating... means "opening up" in the birth canal... i can chose to induce , meaning give birth faster by using assistant from doc or let it be natural...

actually i have my finance test on 27th evening and my expected due date is 29th!!! omg.. so doc sugguested inducing... but i heard its more painful and its bad for me... then somemore i got my Marketing assignment due on 20th... omg... like everything gonna be shitty again for me...

Rachel!!! must jia you man... i dun wanna repeat history!!!!.. argh~~... i recieved the letter from RMIT... sian... rejection... thinking of time factor i decided just to go ahead of the re-take.. askin them to remark the paper seems so time consuming... aiyah sian lar...

life's full of ups and downs...

<-- me before i go chalet bbq with Uni frens... and i spent my mahjong winnings of $25 on the cab are itself!!.. lolx.. God ! Do i look freaking ugly! Tats fats on the face and swollen eyes and nose...URGH~~ *pui*!!

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10:02 pm