hmm.. 1 of my good fren came reminding me that today's that bastard's b'day... SO WHAT?!?!... who cares.. i scolded my fren saying why remind me things abt him... i'm happily married and bb is on his way into my world and dar's.. think i scold him too hard...lolx.. anyway dude, this man is no longer affecting me in any way anymore.. LOST and gone in my memory..

well frens who dunno why..its a long story.. a man can distrupt a woman's emotional world.. thats all i can say.. I'm glad i'm outta it and perhaps my previous R/S with Willy slowly made me understand i CAN be loved by another.. i wanna thank him but too bad he's not the one holding my hand till the end... My dar is special and sometimes i think of our story, i also will be feeling unbelievable and funny abt it.. well all my frens finds it funny.. haha... Ah beng and nerd.. LOLX... it happens just like that.. started because of a sudden late night coffee at holland v and a next day outing at ECP blading session.. heehee..

sometimes destiny finds you in a way when you are least expected and ready... =)

wah just now i waited for my lunch for like 3 hours lor... My mil and his sis went out saying to go and take something from my MIL's new work place.. saying they will be out for awhile and will buy back for me lunch.. will call me... i wait and wait till it was like almost 3pm!!!.. urgh.. still no call.. decided to go downstairs to eat lar.. Ayden's kicking till like crazy boy inside me..keke.. then my MIL call FINALLY.. she's a IMM... i was like "DUH"... she said she go her workplace (which was like blk 900+ away from my Blk 800+) .. i was actually abit angry lor... she ask me not to go out and wait for her call so they'll buy back for me... wah~~... i waited and waited lor... kana sai... anyway its like that lar... i'm just her DIL (daughter-in-law)... okay maybe i'm making a big fuss out of it...but it turn out that she went IMM to meet her bro to eat lor...wah at least call back and tell me mah...KAOZ~~~~~~~...

ok i just want to complain....

now i'm happy cos i'm going home for dinner... so long didnt go home.. i miss my mum... Dylan boy and of cos my mum's food!... yum yum... at least i wont be eating the same kind of food everyday for every meal... yup!.. my MIL cooks almost the same food for every meal and everyday... -_-"

and when i wanted to go out eat this or that, she nags.... -_-" okay maybe she cares for me but sometimes nagging can be irritable...

okay enough of my complaints... my dar's back.. have to go prepare to go out le..

FOOD... here i come...
(stomping away to change clothes)...