OMG... the stupid cold bug just wouldnt leave me...

i dare not eat medicine which still makes me feeling all sleepy..urgh..

Went to my student portal yesterday, realising its results' day...sigh...bad news i have...i FAILED!!!...first time ever in my whole of academic history of 25 yrs...SOB~~~~.. for 1 module i almost pass...2 more marks...and the worse is my finance..ahh... these 2 subjects are suppose to be my strongest...yet??..sigh...darling tried to console me...MIL, SIL and princess Tiny all tried to console me..i just teared and teared...eh on his pillow..haha...poor man is so sick too but have to endure his crying wife for the whole night...

wah lau..i super sad ley....

think Ayden's sad for mummy too... :'(

today i woke up in sweat...sigh...another nightmare on baby's delivery....so scary this time...baby's stuck!....CHOY!!...

went to queensway to eat my fav guo tie...my MIL finally out of work..again..cos this stupid work for her requires her to work from 6am to 6pm+ ?!?!...ridiculous la...so today's her last day of work...she met up at queensway...listening to her complaints and whining...but inside my heart i'm thinking of my appeal letter to SIM...sigh....

wanna thank Pris for helping me in writing tat difficult letter....i dun know how to write it myself thou...feeling all sick and fatigue now...aiyo...i'm so down....emotionally and physically...sigh....

pregnancy could kill...i mean mentally...know what?..yesterday i was so sad that i blamed Ayden for causing me to fail.....sorry baby...i think i should go slap myself for that....tsktsk....ayden's mummy is bad for putting the blame on te innocent.../slap/slap...

aiyah..dunno what to blog now...all lost and sian...

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