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ღ Monday, 25 June 2007

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Every now and then, my nightmares never fail to visit me every night... GOSH!..

Plus i'm having Insomia...how arh??..i cant get to sleep even thou i'm freaking tried every day.. my hubby snore like crazy every night beside me..haha..eh, then i tried methods like counting backwards from 100..then i realised not enough cos it went to - no. instead...keke..abit tough on the brain in the dark to count backwards with serious backaches and the new waer rentention thingy i had now..urgh.. i'm BLOATED!!.. dunno how to stop it but i guess its all natural for pregnant women..sigh..

TOUGH to be a mum !!!

recieved a call on sat from Rohanna, guess it time for me to go fro my progression interview for the appeal case...SIGH..dunno what to say ley...sian ah...

bought alot of Ayden's stuffs yesterday..haha..Kiddy Palace having sale but only for member!.. so i go be member lor...only $10..bought clippers, wipers, bath stuffs, powder... he wanted to get a cot but i stopped him..haha...cos i had my Dylan's one with me now...but he's just so pissed off with fixing it..haha...but we had asked the assistant in the store on how to fixed a playpen... finally we got playpen at home fixed up..haha...

wah then just now wash the whole playpen by myself...scrubbing off the stains is a tough job man...cant use strong detergent to remove stain cos my baby's gonna be sleeping in it...sigh...water and scrub ONLY...wah now have serious backache on my right...shit...

so tire~~~

eh, i'm bored.. i wanna go out ley...haha...but weather sucks like hell.. hot air everywhere!!!...melting me...gosh~~

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9:56 pm

ღ Friday, 22 June 2007

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Nothing much on Father's Day... only went to Soup Resturant to eat the "Samsui Chicken" with my mother , bro and SIL, Me and Dar WITHOUT my father!!...lolx.. cos he's not feeling well and still working late..sigh...anyway i took a pic of my cutie Dylan boy and my Hubby.. lolx.. he's holdin his hands.. took a back view... and i imagine he holding my little Ayden's hands in future..haha .. think it will be very cute lar huh..

Then my FIL (Father-in-law) took some cherry-lookalike chillies home from his workplace..haha...so cute...hmm he also didnt manage to celebrate Fathers Day cos he's also coughing...

Lets show you people how i look now...very pale arh...and chubby face...alamak...

Maybe i go do botok after my labour...LOLX!!! got recommendations anyone?? =)

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9:55 pm

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TADA~~ presenting pics of my "ba chang" and "Noya Chang" activities with my mum last week...(i am not inside the pics as i'm the photographer) .. hehe..anyway i only took have my pic of Ayden inside my tummy during my resting break given by my mum...haha..

So Wats my job during the whole process??... chopping, chopping and more chopping!!...yes.. the pregnant lady cant go near fire...lolx.. so i help in chopping garlics, pork, pandan leaves which requires to squeeze the water out of it .. therefore you can see my hands squeezing the greenish pandan..

My mother is the main actress in the whole event.. cooking and showing the corrrect demo of how to tie a "Ba Chang".. lolx... i did tied but i didnt take pics of myself.. i "fat" and chubby now...dun see my auntie side better...keke...

Aiyo... my tummy is mostly getting in the way of all my activity...even washing plates and hands...my tummy will made me stretch my back further...so always backache...keke...

anyway dun ask me how to cook the ingredients cos i only "WATCH" ... haha...

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9:55 pm

ღ Friday, 15 June 2007

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yesterday dinner was great, darling brought me to Jack's place. Ordereed my fav fire steak. super heavy dinner i had. Soup, garlic bread, escargots, main course, desserts and tea... LOLX.. i ate all CLEAN!!... i neva complete them before but yesterday i did it!..hehe...

i was wondering in the day yesterday .. how come today she didnt talk abt the appeal thingy like she always did... and i found out over the dinner from him...he actually told his mum over it when he fetch her from work the night before...!!!!!! i was shocked lor...but i had suspect it cos he always like that lar...every lil thing will say de lar.... -_-" but i neva tot he will be so "stupid"....urgh... now how his mum will think lar.../stressed..

but his mum act as thou nothing has happen...but i hope this wont leave a prick in her heart...maybe she thinks i complaint behind her back like someone trying to cause dispute...sigh~~~~~.... but he's my husband mah, who else can i complain to.. he should listen to all my troubles right??...hmm... anyway he said his mum didnt say much but comtinue the conversation with him about her work thingy straight after he told her...didnt say anything.... phew~~~~

then after dinner at Jack's, we went car wash and waited for his mum to off work...true enough nothing different...everything normal...:))

today..

been watching my TVB drama show for the whole afternoon...wah i cried, curse the 'bad people' in the drama and laugh...the show truly's nice...ups and downs in the family... is called " Heart of Greed"... one of the newest drama in HK series...HIGHLY Recommended..

eh i haven finish watching...blogged awhile to rest...hehehe...

(stomping off to watch drama again)...

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9:54 pm

ღ Wednesday, 13 June 2007

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okie after my previous complain...decided to entry something light hearted..

helping my mum with ba chang (rice dumplings) this year...hehe...

its a tedious job indeed...need patience too..

i've been helping her with sorting rice... the white and the transparent ones..pant*pant*...its difficult okay!... sitting down for long hours and straining your eyes to separate them....wah...just like that time i do picking of bean sprout husk for my baby...lolx..now that thing is an accomplishment..hehe...

took pics of my process of rice "sorting"..

yesterday evening before my mum's place, me and dar went IKEA...spent $200+ for my baby's drawer...keke...black to suit my room furniture...well poor baby sprain his back cos the thing was so heavy...anyway when its up i'll take a pic..hehe..

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9:53 pm

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Today wake up as late as usual.. 11am..

well so sian lor, early in the morning, 'someone' ask me about my appeal thingy AGAIN!!...and asking if i had told my mum yesterday (which i had told her wait till appeal result out then i will nreak the new to my mum)... My stupid huby go and big nouth tell EVERYONE in his family the day i find out my results.. the exact day which i felt so worse and down... URGH~~~... i tell myself its no big deal la, say lor, they will know eventually... but hor inside me i was super bu shuang.. why tell everyone and everyone keep askin why like that, why like that... ARGH!!!... can't they feel i'm super sad and can studdup anot!!...but still i kept it inside my heart... i didnt tell him abt my hard feelings and upset cos i dun think he can understand how exactly i feel... cos i never had FFFFFF lor!!!!!!....*sob*sob*... say already i felt sad again now....sigh... :'(

then 'someone' kept talking about everyday from the result day till now lor!!!!... YES its true... i'm pissed right now cos i had enough.... decided the only place to say things out is here....sobsob....why cant she just shut up and leave me alone abt th matter...even thou you are concern but please lor, people is feeling damn bad le yet you still say say say say say....KAOZ!!... if its my mum , i would have told her off to shut up man.....URGHHHHH~~~~...

then somemore everyday talking about her stupid work place this and that... cant cope with it....duh.. only 2nd day lor....doing cashier job at PRIMA supermart nearby our house mah...everyone in the family already say to her a thousand million times...

we: "take things slowly, new things need time to learn de, cant expect you will know it the next day mah.."

she: " i cant ley...so difficult"..

we: " did they pressurize you like you have to know by when?"

she:" no.. but hor i cant remember ley.. then i dun dare to ask.."

we: " ask things you are not sure...they wont pressurize you lar cos you are new.."

she:" aiyah...i like very slow ley.."

we:" dun like the job then you quit lor...give it a try till this end of the week bah.."

she:" yah lor yah lor.."

then after some time later, the conversation repeat again...she'll start off by saying " eh, what you think huh?..should i wrk?.. only $4/hr"

please lor, we already say dun work if you dun like...now its not a mater of $$...the problem is you EVERYDAY at home grumble nothing to do then keep saying want to find job and say " a human cannot say dun work lar...must find work..cannot be lazy.." blah blah blah....so we all gave our support to every job you find...

first i find a tea lady job at a law firm which was super easy task job lor...but the thing is she requires to go work from 6.45am to 6pm. Byt he time she reach home will be ard 7pm... but $ is $850/mth and benefits of 14 days leave, dental medical, trips like to Aussie at the end of the yr, etc.. <-- i find for her one lor on the webby... then she work for 2 day she quitted cos the hours thingy... this thing she complain that she cant cook for my FIL and the rest in the family then long hours then far (raffles place mrt) then only $850/mth... -_-" then guess what.. she uses me as an excuse of not working...come on... she say i giving birth soon then have to take care of baby blah blah... i find this is an excuse lor... i'm at home cos i defer my studies til next yr.. yes its true that someone helping me is good.. but she not like helping me the whole thing lor...she say she wanna find a part time and then help only when she free... please lar...isnt it the same as not helping...you only cook for me... thats all... then say dun want to work that law firm job... then now you grumble abt this job which you find yourself... the question is : now you find a job then another moment you say you quit cos help me with baby and stuffs... then complain that now i didnt work and she's out of work so income lower..then now work for a job lower $ than first job, then contridicting saying $ is not a problem now for the family...????????????????? what~~???? -_-" PLEASE give my ears a break....!!!...give my brain a break!!!

okie i complain too much already...

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9:52 pm

ღ Tuesday, 12 June 2007

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hmm.. 1 of my good fren came reminding me that today's that bastard's b'day... SO WHAT?!?!... who cares.. i scolded my fren saying why remind me things abt him... i'm happily married and bb is on his way into my world and dar's.. think i scold him too hard...lolx.. anyway dude, this man is no longer affecting me in any way anymore.. LOST and gone in my memory..

well frens who dunno why..its a long story.. a man can distrupt a woman's emotional world.. thats all i can say.. I'm glad i'm outta it and perhaps my previous R/S with Willy slowly made me understand i CAN be loved by another.. i wanna thank him but too bad he's not the one holding my hand till the end... My dar is special and sometimes i think of our story, i also will be feeling unbelievable and funny abt it.. well all my frens finds it funny.. haha... Ah beng and nerd.. LOLX... it happens just like that.. started because of a sudden late night coffee at holland v and a next day outing at ECP blading session.. heehee..

sometimes destiny finds you in a way when you are least expected and ready... =)

wah just now i waited for my lunch for like 3 hours lor... My mil and his sis went out saying to go and take something from my MIL's new work place.. saying they will be out for awhile and will buy back for me lunch.. will call me... i wait and wait till it was like almost 3pm!!!.. urgh.. still no call.. decided to go downstairs to eat lar.. Ayden's kicking till like crazy boy inside me..keke.. then my MIL call FINALLY.. she's a IMM... i was like "DUH"... she said she go her workplace (which was like blk 900+ away from my Blk 800+) .. i was actually abit angry lor... she ask me not to go out and wait for her call so they'll buy back for me... wah~~... i waited and waited lor... kana sai... anyway its like that lar... i'm just her DIL (daughter-in-law)... okay maybe i'm making a big fuss out of it...but it turn out that she went IMM to meet her bro to eat lor...wah at least call back and tell me mah...KAOZ~~~~~~~...

ok i just want to complain....

now i'm happy cos i'm going home for dinner... so long didnt go home.. i miss my mum... Dylan boy and of cos my mum's food!... yum yum... at least i wont be eating the same kind of food everyday for every meal... yup!.. my MIL cooks almost the same food for every meal and everyday... -_-"

and when i wanted to go out eat this or that, she nags.... -_-" okay maybe she cares for me but sometimes nagging can be irritable...

okay enough of my complaints... my dar's back.. have to go prepare to go out le..

FOOD... here i come...
(stomping away to change clothes)...

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9:52 pm

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<-- took this when i was only 5mths going to 6mths pregnancy..hehe..eh little tummy still ley... but its 1 KG OKIE!!!

Went dating on Friday.. haha.. we went motherhood fair, bought 2 packs of diapers from Pampers, free Ernie toy for baby..haha..

Went to Vivocity for dinner and movie "Ocean's 13".. which was ok lar...

on the way i took the Ferris wheel again.. think its would be nice one when finished... couple's new dating place.. but i bet it will be ex arh...keke..

Went ECP for picnic last sunday.. hehe... very eng right??..lolx..

i prepare the food ya!..haha .. thats when someone got nothing to do so find some activity to do... i made toasted cheese sausages, fried nuggets, sotong balls...prepare sandwiches..honey-baked ham... salads, brought some cherry tomatoes.. eh nothing much thou...didnt take any pics of it cos i FORGOT!... anyway cant show my "fantastic" picnic food... LOLX.. but they were all full..haha..

<-- Outside MacDonald's.. OMG ! look how pale i've become.. like old haggard woman!.. lolx..eh dun want to put make up mah...

they went cycling, i sit down there ... -_-" Found a dead bird.. but the way it ly dead was very mush like sun tanning so i took it down.. haha..

well i cant do any activity ma~

erm before ECP, me and dar actually went Motherhood fair!..er.. we went for the 2nd time already .. hahaha... finally bought the BumWear diaper thingy... cost $226... 6 washable diapers with cute designs... well some may scold me for buy it BUT! wait till you do all the calculations on the disposable diapers first..

wah.. i did calculations and indeed i can save $600 +++ a year.. and the diapers i bought is lifetime warrenty, water-proof (not leakage), washable, fashionable, size adjustable, no prone to diaper rash like disposable ones and definately CHEAPER.. hehehe...

eh after all my advantages on the diapers i bought, there's only one thing negative ---> have to wash... haha.. so i tell myself.. "wa lao, baby's clothes also must wash everyday mah.SAME lar~~.. just be more hardworking, anyway i'm at home most of the time.." <-- trying to boost myself...

took some cute pics of the diapers i bought kekekeke....

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9:51 pm

ღ Thursday, 7 June 2007

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OMG... the stupid cold bug just wouldnt leave me...

i dare not eat medicine which still makes me feeling all sleepy..urgh..

Went to my student portal yesterday, realising its results' day...sigh...bad news i have...i FAILED!!!...first time ever in my whole of academic history of 25 yrs...SOB~~~~.. for 1 module i almost pass...2 more marks...and the worse is my finance..ahh... these 2 subjects are suppose to be my strongest...yet??..sigh...darling tried to console me...MIL, SIL and princess Tiny all tried to console me..i just teared and teared...eh on his pillow..haha...poor man is so sick too but have to endure his crying wife for the whole night...

wah lau..i super sad ley....

think Ayden's sad for mummy too... :'(

today i woke up in sweat...sigh...another nightmare on baby's delivery....so scary this time...baby's stuck!....CHOY!!...

went to queensway to eat my fav guo tie...my MIL finally out of work..again..cos this stupid work for her requires her to work from 6am to 6pm+ ?!?!...ridiculous la...so today's her last day of work...she met up at queensway...listening to her complaints and whining...but inside my heart i'm thinking of my appeal letter to SIM...sigh....

wanna thank Pris for helping me in writing tat difficult letter....i dun know how to write it myself thou...feeling all sick and fatigue now...aiyo...i'm so down....emotionally and physically...sigh....

pregnancy could kill...i mean mentally...know what?..yesterday i was so sad that i blamed Ayden for causing me to fail.....sorry baby...i think i should go slap myself for that....tsktsk....ayden's mummy is bad for putting the blame on te innocent.../slap/slap...

aiyah..dunno what to blog now...all lost and sian...

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9:50 pm

ღ Wednesday, 6 June 2007

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after a long serious illness befall on me, i'd recovered!!

fever, cough, flu and my body was pain due to the fall i had at Merlion..LOLX..

why?!?!...cos of little Dylan boy.. he wanted to go to the water so askin me "Gu-gu, i want to see water~~" so cute how to reject...then i went down the steps lor..*slipped* cos alot of algaes... all the ppl sitting there were like "oohhH~~"

so paisey man...i dare not looked back...haha...but the pain was killing me..my back had hit onto the edge of the tall step behide me..my elbow was cut and palm and hand brusied...wah i was scared during the point i was falling.. i was thinking "die liao" "Ayden!!"...first thing was to use my hand to 'cushion' my butt..lolx...my bro and SIL came running from behind, shouting..

aiyoh~~.. pain ah..

came home thinking whether to tell Hao or not..lolx...he's nagging and fierce mah..i scared i will be grounded! (glurp)...which in the end became true...sigh~~..my darling everyday rub my back and grumble at the same time...haha.. then i fell sick...

dramatic ah!

rushed to hospital cos i got high fever..then i very scare...in the middle of the night 2am go Mt Alvernia...lolx...AGAIN!!... i tell myself what a poor baby i have...mummy always go hospital..lolx...then the stupid doc gave me something for my ear infection...and it has this manual saying it has no prove that it is safe for pregnant women to use...WAH my hubby very angry ah...called and scold the doctor...lolx..which later we all found out from my gynae that all medicine will have such clause to protect their products..which another if the certified doc gave you, it shoul dbe safe to use...lolx...poor night doc...scolded upside down by my hubby...

i passed the virus to him in the end...haha...he was sick for 5 days..lolx..worse than me!!...lolx.. poor thing... wah everyday i suffer from heat invasion...no air-con, fan...i think i'm starting to feel my 1mth after birth torture...so terrible...i wonder can i get thru that 1 mth when comes...sigh~~~

today's the first day of work for my MIL...she's been grumbling of boredom and blah blah blah...she's so happy today...lolx...i knew it...she wouldnt want to take care of my baby de lar... it came just what i had predicted...hehe...sigh...anyway i have to defer this sem liao...no choice...

took my baby's cute cute clothes i'd bought..keke...and guess what...i so kiasu that i had bought the baby's pram...lol!!!!!....aiyah i like it mah so buy lor...hehe...

Sunday was Dylan boy's b'day celebration, too bad his this Gu-gu sick so cant go... bought a bike for him...he's learning to cycle...keke..so cute..he too small so cant cycle his tricycle...the pedals were at the front wheels so too far for his feet...so i bought a 'real' bike for him..hehe...

but i didnt let him down...went to his school to celebrate for him on his actual day... took pics of him and his classmate...SO cute man.. the naughty boy so cheeky and happy..haha...

cheeky boy in action! haha...

luv him lots!!~~~

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9:48 pm