starting new chapter of my life...

newly married with my baby on the way... :) due on sept.. *excited* but i'm worried thou... the pain and everything thats goinna happen in the hospital. I'm scared of pain~ yet now i'm doing it with my guts and all for my darling boy... life's the same after marriage for me and hao... still the honey-lovey-dovey us... which is good.

Staying with family however is another part which sometimes i cannot cope. My in-laws are good people. Cares for me (more than my own family) thus this is definately making me abit uncomfortable. Not use to get so much care from others except my past bfs and of cos my hubby. Which makes me realised the family love i dun used to get from my family. Not saying my family no good but they give tons of freedom and maing each member an independant person. Now i'm trying to get use to this kind of life.

Sometimes i think of having my own home and things but my darling boy wishes to stay with his family (only son u see) and he's kinda homely man somemore.. its ok with me but sometimes u would want to try new things.. well we shall see things first.. now concentrate on baby, school (left 1 more semester) and health...hehe.. my gums are bleeding recently...they say its normal for pregnant woman..sore throat now...aiyoh...think i'm getting sick.. with body aching...so cham... anyway i haven been studying hard enough for this yr's exam...gosh....dead meat this time...my first paper's on next tuesday..shit... i think time for me to buck up man!!